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Numb-
I become so numb
The blood flowing down my arm from the cuts I made
Turning cold
Losing lots of blood
I become so numb
Standing with the knife
Blood drippin down
Puddles starting to form
I feel so numb
I watch the drops fall
My arm starting to tingle
It becomes so numb
Wishing you was here to stop me
From pulling this knife across my skin
Making me bleed
Just to become numb
No more pain
No more heartbreak
No more tears to cry
Become so numb
To feel no more pain
To cut myself more and more
You're not here to watch
I become so numb
I pull the knife across my skin
Watch the cut start to bleed
Watch the blood drop down to the floor
The puddle grows
I become so numb
The knife is bloody
Full of blood
Becoming cold
Becoming numb
If you was here,
Would you stop me?
Or just let me become numb?
I feel so lost
So numb
So hurt and unloved
I become so numb b/c of the lost of blood
Numb b/c you hurt me so
The knife,
Bloody,
Falls to the floor
I become so numb.
Voices-
Voices all around me
all around my head
voices tellin me to do things
that I don't wanna do
a voice tells me to kill my friend
I do as the voice says
the voice of my friend
lingers around in my head
I linger in the door way
my voices coming out
Screaming
yelling at me
so many orders
what to do
I fall to the floor
beggin them to go away
beggin them to leave me alone
the voices get loud
screaming more and more
tellin me my life is shit
tellin me I have nothing to live for
tellin me I should just end it all
voices in my head lingerin all around
making me go insane
makin me kill everything and everyone I know
now my voices are tellin me
to kill the one person I love
my voices are crazy
I don't listen
the voices screamin loudly
b/c I wouldn't listen
voices tellin me I must
fuck the voices
I cut my wrist
I kill myself
the voices die
Slit My Wrist-
With this knife
Alone in my room
I slit my wrist
I watch the blood start to drop
down from the cut
I pull the knife again
I slit my wrist
sittin on my bed
cuttin my problems away
I slit my wrist
want to watch
you can come to my room
I'll do it again
I'll slit my wrist
away with my problems
they leave with every drop
More and more
the blood drippin down
I slit my wrist
as I watch my problems leave
with every slit
I sit
and watch
and wonder
anymore problems
I slit my wrist again
another problem gone
another issuse
left me
away with my problems
away with my issuses
gone
everytime
I slit my wrist
now I have one more problem to cut away
I slit my wrist
don't come in
don't stop me
if you come in and try to stop me
I'll slit your wrist
then my last problem will be gone
you'll be dead
I slit my wrist
lost of blood
I die
Problems gone
Issuses gone
I'm dead
I Cut Myself-
Sitting alone in the bathroom
A razor in front my face
To pick it up
Or leave it there
I pick it up
I cut myself.
Sittin alone on my bed
No one home but me & some scissors
To pick them up
Or leave them there
I pick them up
I cut myself.
In the kitchen
Knives all around me
Callin my name
Beggin to be used
To pick one up
Or leave it there
I pick one up
I cut myself.
More knives beggin to be used
Callin my name
Telling me to use them
To pick one up
Or leave it there
I pick up another one
I cut myself.
Alone on my bed
my eyes are closed
My heart beating
Voices all around
Off in my dreams
Sharp objects all around
In my dreams
I cut myself.
Death Is Near-
Wondering around
lingering in the door way
death is near
I feel it coming
carving my arm
slittin my wrist
death is near
see it coming
Im gettin weak
cold and numb
losin feeling in every inch of my body
death is near
it's coming fast
with every curse and every cut
cuttin my arm
watching it bleed
death is near
faster and faster
I crave your name in my arm
I watch it bleed
blood drippin everywheres
all over my bed
all over the floor
death is near
I hera it coming
lights flashin around outside
they are coming for me
fuck dis shit
they gonna take me dead
I cut my wrist sayin out loud
fuck dis life
Im nothing
Im a nobody
Alone I lived
Alone I die
death is here
my life is over
goodbye to dis fucked up world
I'll see ya'll in hell
but remember dis
death is near
Numb-
I become so numb
The blood flowing down my arm from the cuts I made
Turning cold
Losing lots of blood
I become so numb
Standing with the knife
Blood drippin down
Puddles starting to form
I feel so numb
I watch the drops fall
My arm starting to tingle
It becomes so numb
Wishing you was here to stop me
From pulling this knife across my skin
Making me bleed
Just to become numb
No more pain
No more heartbreak
No more tears to cry
Become so numb
To feel no more pain
To cut myself more and more
You're not here to watch
I become so numb
I pull the knife across my skin
Watch the cut start to bleed
Watch the blood drop down to the floor
The puddle grows
I become so numb
The knife is bloody
Full of blood
Becoming cold
Becoming numb
If you was here,
Would you stop me?
Or just let me become numb?
I feel so lost
So numb
So hurt and unloved
I become so numb b/c of the lost of blood
Numb b/c you hurt me so
The knife,
Bloody,
Falls to the floor
I become so numb.
Voices-
Voices all around me
all around my head
voices tellin me to do things
that I don't wanna do
a voice tells me to kill my friend
I do as the voice says
the voice of my friend
lingers around in my head
I linger in the door way
my voices coming out
Screaming
yelling at me
so many orders
what to do
I fall to the floor
beggin them to go away
beggin them to leave me alone
the voices get loud
screaming more and more
tellin me my life is shit
tellin me I have nothing to live for
tellin me I should just end it all
voices in my head lingerin all around
making me go insane
makin me kill everything and everyone I know
now my voices are tellin me
to kill the one person I love
my voices are crazy
I don't listen
the voices screamin loudly
b/c I wouldn't listen
voices tellin me I must
fuck the voices
I cut my wrist
I kill myself
the voices die
Slit My Wrist-
With this knife
Alone in my room
I slit my wrist
I watch the blood start to drop
down from the cut
I pull the knife again
I slit my wrist
sittin on my bed
cuttin my problems away
I slit my wrist
want to watch
you can come to my room
I'll do it again
I'll slit my wrist
away with my problems
they leave with every drop
More and more
the blood drippin down
I slit my wrist
as I watch my problems leave
with every slit
I sit
and watch
and wonder
anymore problems
I slit my wrist again
another problem gone
another issuse
left me
away with my problems
away with my issuses
gone
everytime
I slit my wrist
now I have one more problem to cut away
I slit my wrist
don't come in
don't stop me
if you come in and try to stop me
I'll slit your wrist
then my last problem will be gone
you'll be dead
I slit my wrist
lost of blood
I die
Problems gone
Issuses gone
I'm dead
I Cut Myself-
Sitting alone in the bathroom
A razor in front my face
To pick it up
Or leave it there
I pick it up
I cut myself.
Sittin alone on my bed
No one home but me & some scissors
To pick them up
Or leave them there
I pick them up
I cut myself.
In the kitchen
Knives all around me
Callin my name
Beggin to be used
To pick one up
Or leave it there
I pick one up
I cut myself.
More knives beggin to be used
Callin my name
Telling me to use them
To pick one up
Or leave it there
I pick up another one
I cut myself.
Alone on my bed
my eyes are closed
My heart beating
Voices all around
Off in my dreams
Sharp objects all around
In my dreams
I cut myself.
Death Is Near-
Wondering around
lingering in the door way
death is near
I feel it coming
carving my arm
slittin my wrist
death is near
see it coming
Im gettin weak
cold and numb
losin feeling in every inch of my body
death is near
it's coming fast
with every curse and every cut
cuttin my arm
watching it bleed
death is near
faster and faster
I crave your name in my arm
I watch it bleed
blood drippin everywheres
all over my bed
all over the floor
death is near
I hera it coming
lights flashin around outside
they are coming for me
fuck dis shit
they gonna take me dead
I cut my wrist sayin out loud
fuck dis life
Im nothing
Im a nobody
Alone I lived
Alone I die
death is here
my life is over
goodbye to dis fucked up world
I'll see ya'll in hell
but remember dis
death is near