According to the Holmes and Rahe Social Readjustment Rating Scale (techinically, the Holmes and Rahe College Undergraduate Stress Scale), I have a score of over 400.  Anything over 300 is considered "a major life crisis" and has an 80% chance of serious illness or accident.

Fuck you psychology textbook.  I want yogurt and granola.

12 credits + 30 hour work week  + 2 bands?! fuck me I'm boned ( Read more... )

 I feel so apathetic and lazy for no discernible reason.  last week I ditched class for the first time ever, just because I didn't feel like going.  I should make pork chops before I go to work ( Read more... )

 My neighbor across the street, a man who appears to be in his late 20's, is sitting on his porch drinking beer alone and blasting the chintziest, most overproduced, modern country nonsense at a completely absurd volume.  I now imagine all the other late 20's white boys on my block (and there are a lot of them) are just totally rocking out to this ( Read more... )

 class is cancelled tomorrow. I have a full day off for the first time in 3 months. fuck. yes.  castlevania!

 I was in the bookstore the other day looking for one thing and of course walking out the door with another.  the other thing was a half-hearted purchase of the Frank Zappa autobiography.  Which very quickly turned into whole-heartedness.   I'm crazy digging that cats mouth music, man.

(tosses psychology textbook aside in a disgusted gesture)  "feh ( Read more... )

 Well I just burned a bridge before attempting to stand on it. Did I make a point to be more polite to people that ask me to play shows I have no business attending, let alone performing? I probably should make that point.  but seriously, a form letter with blatant disregard for a schedule that is visible, and a misleading music link is going to ( Read more... )

 I had a cigarette today. I wanted to breathe death. I am a jag.

 you know that opening scene of wishmaster? where the dude's skeleton rips out of his body and starts attacking people. yeah. that. all the time.

 what an absolutely miserable week. It's rather freeing, knowing it's just about over.