gah.
►I don't know what you want me to be.►
This society is so crazy. I hate pretending to be someone. And the worst is when I don't know when I'm doing that. Everyone wants to be liked, everyone. And people go through in different extents to reach their satisfaction. But I don't think anyone is every satisfied. Experimenting, yeah. I guess that's what this building called middle school is here for, but I find it insane. Just a weird concept about people not living out themselves, but living out as others. And sculpting yourself to meet other people's satisfactions. Why can't we all just mesh? Why can't I just mesh? I've lost sight of the balance between compleately following the world, and trying to be different drastically. It's hard to define who I am right now. And what's weird is, it's hard to define in this world what they want me to be. Curiosity.