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21 Strawdolls - [Accidental Audio] So I'm still waiting in the dark...

Dec 21, 2010 19:06

[The LP is turned on by an absent brush of B's hand, but it only hits the voice recording, so that you can listen to him talking to himself for a little moment.]

... -a-year.
It starts to feel like the orphanage all over... [Being stuck somewhere. Chasing after nothing, but a shadow forever and ever] ... only that I don't get lessons and tests... ( Read more... )

death of the world plz?, boredom here we come, annoyed, !accidental voice, ohai depressive day, i need to hate you l, actually having free time, this already annoys me, the clock ticks life away

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shutupandduelme December 21 2010, 22:41:50 UTC

Orphanages are still kinder than prisons.

13stepsbeyond December 22 2010, 08:23:59 UTC

Depends on the orphanage.

shutupandduelme December 23 2010, 03:27:54 UTC

I doubt it. Could you leave? Ignoring rules and other insignificant details like that, of course.

13stepsbeyond December 23 2010, 17:42:04 UTC

How to define the word "can"? Physically? Mentally?

I could, yes. One my feet thankfuly. Others could, too... only that it was in a funeral car.

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kills_politely December 23 2010, 14:11:26 UTC

You should have died, B-san?

[Yup, that part interests him most. "Strong live, weak die" That's how it goes ((OOC: *sighs*))]

13stepsbeyond December 23 2010, 17:43:10 UTC

Yes. I wanted to. I still do. But it seems like Kia won't let me. [Exagerated sigh]

kills_politely December 24 2010, 19:22:52 UTC

[That confuses Sou. No surprise.]

Um, B-san, may I ask why you want to die?

[Video//Locked to Soujiro// Hard to hack] 13stepsbeyond December 26 2010, 13:48:09 UTC

[His eyes glaze over now. He looks at you, Soujiro. But he looks through you. Looks at far away places. Places he has been at. Places he hated, places that made him sad... He's looking at names and numbers and corpses. At his own silent tears, the tears that have been shed in the past...]

This world is dead to me. I hate it. People are fake, yet they like to think that they're honest. It makes me sick. Justice doesn't exist. This life isn't fair. What use is there in living, when we all die? What use is there in getting close to each other, when we will part eventually?
I don't desire life. It doesn't deserve my attention. People don't deserve my attention. Their lies are too pathetic to be anything I care about.
When I walk through the streets, I... [Feel like I'm drowning in their names and numbers. I feel that I'm not a part of this world. I'll never be. But he cannot tell Soujiro that. He can't tell anybody about it, cannot be honest with anybody.] just can't find a thing that connects me to this world ( ... )

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