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LXVIII [voice]

Apr 20, 2010 22:02

[The communicators video function isn't on... but the voice is certainly working. The first sound that's heard however... doesn't quite seem... right. It's Abel of course, Liliths voice as well... but Abels tone...]

-an't think... I can't even hear myself anymore! I don't know what to do... I just...

[despite the precarious nature of the situation, ( Read more... )

ending it, so tired, last resort, lilith, event!, crazy time

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action! pacifyinghand April 21 2010, 02:09:34 UTC

[she lifts a hand, plaintively, brows creasing in concern and the slightest twinge of desperation.]

Abel, please stop. Please.

[she didn't want to say this... she didn't want to, at all.]

Is your pain... greater than your love?

Please don't leave me this way. Let me help you.

action! pacifyinghand April 21 2010, 05:20:13 UTC

[she tilts her head towards his fingers as they run through her hair, letting old memories wash away the pervasive voices that plagued his mind and heart.]

You let me take you to the observatory. We fell asleep there looking at the stars, didn't we?

...I saw that fondness you probably couldn't see yourself, looking at Earth...

[her fingers tighten just noticeably in his coat.]

And now I see that fondness as you look at everything. Yet still, you're unable to see the fondness at everything and everyone else, looking back at you...

action! 13sugars April 21 2010, 05:33:20 UTC

[It was all still so clear. The voices grew softer and softer behind those memories of better days, the bright points in the darkness. Like those stars that he'd seen cover the vastness of the universe when he was so much younger.

The beauty of earth was still vivid to him now... He missed that view...]

I still... [he still didn't deserve it.]

There's still... far too much for me to do... [He closed his eyes now, relaxing in the feeling of her against himself.]

action! pacifyinghand April 21 2010, 05:45:03 UTC

It can't be too much. You're letting things cloud your vision, Abel...

It isn't a burden, or debt... is anything we do for that we love considered such?

[she winds fingers in his hair, that soothing splay beginning a gentle pattern through long strands of silver.]

action! 13sugars April 21 2010, 06:03:00 UTC

Lilith...

[After all the damage he'd done, she could say that? He clutched her tighter, as if hoping some of that purity might somehow become a part of him.]

I need to...

action! pacifyinghand April 21 2010, 06:08:20 UTC

What do you need?

[her arms wind around him again, head resting at his chest]

action! 13sugars April 22 2010, 05:17:20 UTC

I need... to take a shower. How long as it been now?

[Yeah, good time to bring that up]

action! pacifyinghand April 22 2010, 17:55:58 UTC

[a little laugh, and she looks up into his face]

Abel... you silly man.

Are you saying this now in hopes I'll wash your back? I thought you'd outgrown that.

action! 13sugars April 22 2010, 18:37:26 UTC

[The topic change was for the better of course. He smiled sheepishly, shuffling a bit]

Well... It is pretty hard to reach back there you know.

action! pacifyinghand April 22 2010, 18:40:14 UTC

[of that, there was no doubt. she's grateful as she steps back just far enough to cup his cheek.]

Then maybe... just this once. [is she teasing or serious? :O it's so hard to tell...]

action! 13sugars April 22 2010, 18:43:18 UTC

... You mean it?

action! pacifyinghand April 22 2010, 18:51:24 UTC

Of course. You would do the same for me, hm?

action! 13sugars April 22 2010, 18:53:10 UTC

[... Weeeeellllll yeah]

If we actually had a bath here, of course!

action! pacifyinghand April 22 2010, 18:55:38 UTC

[huhuhu Abel]

We'll make due somehow, I'm sure.

action! 13sugars April 22 2010, 19:16:58 UTC

[Oh ho ho ho~]

I'm sure. I think the hospital has a tub. It should at least.

action! pacifyinghand April 22 2010, 19:19:17 UTC

Do you suppose anyone will mind if we borrow its use for a while? [my, husbando~]

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