Happy Second Anniversary, Baby!
February 14, 2012
Tuesday DATE: February 14, 2010
Vineet: Can I love you?
Me: Yes. I don't see anything wrong with that.
Vineet: Can you love me back?
Me: If I say no?
Vineet: Then all is lost...
Me: And if I say yes?
Vineet: Then I'd go mad... with excitement.
Me: Hmmmmmm. Then I'd be a fool to say no!
That was what transpired two years ago. Yes, it was February 14, 2010 when he professed his affection, his love for me, in the most unique way. With that proposal was the most beautiful poem I've ever set my eyes upon. It was entitled For You. In that poem, he expresses his gratitude that I came to his life, that we found each other.
It was 2 years ago when I found out that my boyfriend was cheating on me. I was so devastated, I thought I could never ever live without him. It was during that time, too, that he professed his love to a certain girl but was rejected. The girl changed his life, according to him at that time. But the girl was firm on her decision seeing him as her brother and no more than that. The girl then stopped talking to him. He was so down. It was when we met each other. We became each others company. I was there to listen to everything he had to say. We talked about anything and everything under the sun. I would notice that he has this certain glow in him whenever he talked about that girl and I knew that he was in love, alright. Yes, I didn't see him face to face, but I knew that he was happy talking about that girl. His happiness though, was replaced by sadness all too soon. I'm sure he remembered the pain of that rejection. In my part, still, I tried my best to be there for him. I wasn't able to give him advise, but I was there to listen to him. He told me that he felt quite better. It was then I felt that our friendship became stronger.
We told each other of our hobbies. I told him that I love writing, and he told me that he wrote poems. He even showed me one of his works - a poem he made for a certain friend. At that time, I knew that I've read that poem before since I made a visit on that person's profile even before he and I met. In return, I showed him one of my fanfics. I thought he'd be disgusted to know that I write yaoi, but to my surprise, he didn't. He even praised my work.
The day came when he asked me if he can read my journal entries. I gave him permission and he quickly accessed the site. When he came back, he bombarded me with questions. The came his rants.
"You know what? You're pathetic. That guy goes with another girl and when she ditches him, here's miss Denny who will welcome him in her arms. Don't you have any self respect at all?"
His words hit home, so much that I told myself, He's right, Denny. What has gotten into you, anyway? Immediately that day, after I arrived home from work, I called my boyfriend at that time and told him that it's all over. I felt so light inside and I thanked him for saying the things he said. Had he not done that, I would've been a martyr until now.
Our friendship became even deeper, through the days that we've been talking, I realized that he's such an amazing guy and that he has something special inside him. A certain admiration for him grew within me, but I told myself to stop. I knew that he will never like me. He's way beyond my league. But then he'll do amazing things that made me admire him even more. It was very hard but I was determined to stop it. February 12 when I told myself that I will make all my feelings for him vanished. Until the fateful day of February 13.
We were having our usual conversation when all of a sudden, he said that he likes me. Few more conversations, then he told me that he's attracted to me. He then asked me to be his Valentine. Believe me, I was too stunned, but then I managed to say yes.
February 14, 2010. He presented his Valentine gift to me, which was a poem that he made. This poem became so precious that it hangs now in my wall. Then came his proposal. It was one of the most blissful days ever, in my entire life.
Today, we're celebrating our 2nd year together. Looking back, it seems only yesterday when he first proposed to me. But I know better. We've endured a lot of tears and laughter. Two years. Yes, it's young. But we will stand by each other throughout this relationship. I will never leave him. I will always be there to love and take care of him. That will never change anymore. And I pray to God that He may bless our relationship because He knows that I wanna be with Vineet forever.
My beloved hubby, Happy 2nd Anniversary and at the same time, Happy Valentine's Day. You've given me the best 2 years a woman can ever dream of. I wanna be with you forever, grow old with you, have children with you, watch the sunset with you when we get old. Hope we can have 70+ more anniversaries together. I love you more than my life, babe. You will always be in my heart.
I Love You.
~ding~
Tuesday DATE: February 14, 2010
Vineet: Can I love you?
Me: Yes. I don't see anything wrong with that.
Vineet: Can you love me back?
Me: If I say no?
Vineet: Then all is lost...
Me: And if I say yes?
Vineet: Then I'd go mad... with excitement.
Me: Hmmmmmm. Then I'd be a fool to say no!
That was what transpired two years ago. Yes, it was February 14, 2010 when he professed his affection, his love for me, in the most unique way. With that proposal was the most beautiful poem I've ever set my eyes upon. It was entitled For You. In that poem, he expresses his gratitude that I came to his life, that we found each other.
It was 2 years ago when I found out that my boyfriend was cheating on me. I was so devastated, I thought I could never ever live without him. It was during that time, too, that he professed his love to a certain girl but was rejected. The girl changed his life, according to him at that time. But the girl was firm on her decision seeing him as her brother and no more than that. The girl then stopped talking to him. He was so down. It was when we met each other. We became each others company. I was there to listen to everything he had to say. We talked about anything and everything under the sun. I would notice that he has this certain glow in him whenever he talked about that girl and I knew that he was in love, alright. Yes, I didn't see him face to face, but I knew that he was happy talking about that girl. His happiness though, was replaced by sadness all too soon. I'm sure he remembered the pain of that rejection. In my part, still, I tried my best to be there for him. I wasn't able to give him advise, but I was there to listen to him. He told me that he felt quite better. It was then I felt that our friendship became stronger.
We told each other of our hobbies. I told him that I love writing, and he told me that he wrote poems. He even showed me one of his works - a poem he made for a certain friend. At that time, I knew that I've read that poem before since I made a visit on that person's profile even before he and I met. In return, I showed him one of my fanfics. I thought he'd be disgusted to know that I write yaoi, but to my surprise, he didn't. He even praised my work.
The day came when he asked me if he can read my journal entries. I gave him permission and he quickly accessed the site. When he came back, he bombarded me with questions. The came his rants.
"You know what? You're pathetic. That guy goes with another girl and when she ditches him, here's miss Denny who will welcome him in her arms. Don't you have any self respect at all?"
His words hit home, so much that I told myself, He's right, Denny. What has gotten into you, anyway? Immediately that day, after I arrived home from work, I called my boyfriend at that time and told him that it's all over. I felt so light inside and I thanked him for saying the things he said. Had he not done that, I would've been a martyr until now.
Our friendship became even deeper, through the days that we've been talking, I realized that he's such an amazing guy and that he has something special inside him. A certain admiration for him grew within me, but I told myself to stop. I knew that he will never like me. He's way beyond my league. But then he'll do amazing things that made me admire him even more. It was very hard but I was determined to stop it. February 12 when I told myself that I will make all my feelings for him vanished. Until the fateful day of February 13.
We were having our usual conversation when all of a sudden, he said that he likes me. Few more conversations, then he told me that he's attracted to me. He then asked me to be his Valentine. Believe me, I was too stunned, but then I managed to say yes.
February 14, 2010. He presented his Valentine gift to me, which was a poem that he made. This poem became so precious that it hangs now in my wall. Then came his proposal. It was one of the most blissful days ever, in my entire life.
Today, we're celebrating our 2nd year together. Looking back, it seems only yesterday when he first proposed to me. But I know better. We've endured a lot of tears and laughter. Two years. Yes, it's young. But we will stand by each other throughout this relationship. I will never leave him. I will always be there to love and take care of him. That will never change anymore. And I pray to God that He may bless our relationship because He knows that I wanna be with Vineet forever.
My beloved hubby, Happy 2nd Anniversary and at the same time, Happy Valentine's Day. You've given me the best 2 years a woman can ever dream of. I wanna be with you forever, grow old with you, have children with you, watch the sunset with you when we get old. Hope we can have 70+ more anniversaries together. I love you more than my life, babe. You will always be in my heart.
I Love You.
~ding~