GOD
UUU
i love being able to witness God working in other peoples' lives.
it provides such hope.
in the silence
is where i hear
Your voice
the loudest.
we're all prat of a bigger plan.
an intricate puzzle
designed by The Man.
in the end,
you're the only one
who's really there,
who truly cares.
& i'm so sorry i ran from you for all this time
knowing all along you're the only reason i'm alive.
everytime i feel like i just can't do it anymore,
when life just plain hurts,
that's when i call out to you
& not once have you turned me away.
it's taken me a while to figure this out,
it's not the first time i've wrestled with these questions.
but when it comes down to it,
i always am comforted by the fact that You are better
than any earthly man & that the plans You have for me
are far superior to any i could've imagined myself.
better than clothes, money, or things,
you are to me Jesus.
forgive me for straying.
your wonder fills me with hope.
& that hope fills me with wonder.
i can't wiat to live the life you've planned out for me.
& the best part is, i don't have to.
this world is always changing,
never the same.
technology, fast food, & sex.
but in this world of insane lust & impurities,
you are my constant.
the only thing that keeps me going.
the only thing that keeps me alive.
without you, i'd be nothing.