i really miss my high school friends.

i knew i missed them, but i was just looking at pictures from seniors last day, and i realized i miss them more than i actually thought i did.

i havent been away from these people for this length of time in the past 4 years.. some of them even 12 years..

hope to see some of you real soon.

friday i went to breanne & jeff's wedding. it was beautiful. everyone looked sooo pretty. and breanne looked georgous. and vanessa was just too adorable.

saturday was lizs birthday. & i got my nose pierced. its really tiny, but i love it.

liz, dave & i went to applebee's. where liz & i almost died laughing.  i didnt know " i dont like ( Read more... )

all of this shit that is going through my head all the damn time is really upsetting me now.

i want to say/do something about it, but i feel its pointless. therefore its better to keep my mouth shut.

i want to show you that i like you... but its too damn hard, i get all locked up inside, more than i have with any other guy.

i think im ( Read more... )

i loooover kanye west!!!!  anywhoooo.... just came home from my dear friend chris zito's house!!! sadly i ddint get to say bye ot him!!! i still love him and ryan harding!!!! although i miss brandon!!! i cant wait until we go to state.. its going to be CRAZZZY!!!!!

on the way home my dear friend elizabeth primeau (aka lizzzz) had a nice talk about ( Read more... )

i really dont know why i am updating in this damn this, im just bored outta my fuckin mind right now!

mother and garys wedding was on saturday..it was very very nice... as planned, everyone told me how great my sister and i looked. that made me feel good :) plus my mother looked very beautiful.

i have been home alone since monday, ma and gary went ( Read more... )

i dont like this feeling.

im not getting used to this change.

i feel like i can never trust a guy again.

i feel like a total and complete failure.

im a disapointment to myself.

i wish i could escape and leave this place for a little bit...just a month or two.

-----------------DESCRIBE ( Read more... )

it feels as if my summer is at an end. the partying is basically over. people are going back to school. and im going to be starting school before i know it.

it was a great summer. lost some friends... made new friends...again lost some more friends...saw some old friends.. and made new ones ( Read more... )

I've kissed someone....

[x] on the cheek.
[x] on the lips.
[ ] on their hands or fingers.
[x] in my room.
[ ] in their room.
[x] of the opposite sex.
[ ] of the same sex.
[x] a little younger than me.
[x] a little older than me.
[x] with brown hair.
[ ] with curly hair.
[x] with blonde hair and blue eyes.
[ ] with red hair.
[x] with straight hair.
[ ] shorter ( Read more... )

well tonight was an eventful night ( Read more... )