I feel awesome. I’ve spent the last like 3 days with Bri. She’s becoming such a close friend, which is something I could really use right now. I have so much fucking stress on me right now that I actually skipped out on 2 days of work. I went Monday for about an hour, then left sick. And Tuesday, I called in sick and chilled with Bri the whole day ( Read more... )

Soooo, mum finally noticed my tattoo. Three weeks later. She likes it, thinks it’s cool ( Read more... )

I’m lonely. I want a girlfriend or a boyfriend. Someone who I can spend some real time with. Someone to cuddle in the day and make love to at night. Maybe I want too much. or maybe I’m just comparing everyone I get with to the one girl I will always miss. I want someone to love…I’m fucking lonely without her ( Read more... )

So…I’m moving. Just up to an apartment complex by the Gwinnett Place Mall ( Read more... )

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So yeah, I feel like fucking crying right now. I was supposed to go out with josh tonight to that karaoke bar ‘the office’ for the first time but since he’s with ruth, he can’t do it cause SHE’S just not in the mood to see me tonight. Damn I knew this would happen. She lied through her fucking teeth; saying that she wanted everything to stay cool ( Read more... )

I’m getting a new phone, which means I’m changing my number. I have to since a beer got spilt on mine last night ( Read more... )

Fuck everyone. After this weekend, I don’t want to see anyone. I don’t want to talk to anyone. Fuck all of you. I can’t be this fucking mediator anymore. Everytime I’ve tried to help out recently, it’s backfired and I’VE been the one yelled at, and bitched at, and complained to. No, I don’t mind it usually because I understand. But I just got ( Read more... )

So…I told Robyn that I fucking hate her. And I guess that I’ve finally come to realize that it’s true. I hate the way she makes me feel, I hate being ashamed and upset and jealous and just so many stupid things because of her bitchy ass self. I hate the way that she couldn’t be strong enough to love me, to stand up for what she knows was right. I ( Read more... )