all my friends told me i would get picked to go on the real world. it has been a dream of mine since i was like 14. i think i will send a tape it. i mean im gay, so that gives me huge advantage, lol.

i am thankful for nickelodeon gas channel. i can watch all the double dare and legends of the hidden temple that i desire.

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omg i was just talking to melissa online and my moo noise it makes whenever anyone talks like freaked out and became this crack cow with a skratchy voice. or atleast it hink it did.

Take my photo off the wall ( Read more... )

hayden is quitting. i found out on accident. someone slipped and said it. i guess everyone has caught wind of it but me. no one was supposed to tell me. hayden wanted to tell me herself on tues night. shes having a get together with all her closest friends, i thought it was just a party and now i know why. shes going to break the new. i cant stop ( Read more... )

this used to be a song that filled my heart with joy, being in your arms, but we just poisoned eachother, and need to accept that we cannot bring back what what have had ( Read more... )

today i got a lot of things accompished to make up for hte past couple of days of nothing getting doneness. i finally went and bought more face stuff from sav-on, switched over my bank account...but michelle had obviously bought something on ebay using our acct because there was a hold on it. and the money int hat acct is mine, not hers, so i ( Read more... )

i dont know what im doing anymore. i must always be doing something wrong to deserve these things that happen.

sometimes i feel like a bitch, but then i think 'naaaaah'

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