in a rut

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i want to feel genuinely excited about things again. and this goes for all things and not just in terms of my relationships with people. er. relationship with someone in particular.

i can't even bring myself to be excited about things i'm usually excited about, like books, new music, exam results, the possibility of another ktv night. it just feels

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[frostyfries]

I think it's a phase that we all go through once in a while.
I hate how it feels when nothing concerns me and everything is of no interest to me.
Hope it pass sooner rather than later.. =]

vigan, laoag and pagudpud.
inggit ako.. pasalubong ha! =P

[somewhat_else]

Hey, I was supposed to go on that trip too! But my boyfriend at the time made me skip it, and I had to do a paper instead. :)) /really bad example

I've gone through pretty much the same thing until I decided to take my life by the wheel and run it the way I wanted to, even if other people said I was crazy. It may not always be the right answer for a lot of people, and I wouldn't recommend you do what I did. But maybe, when the time is right and you're totally free to do whatever smacks in your head on a five-second whim, anytime you want - you can eventually feel the exhilaration too.

Until now, just try looking forward to it. Or get drunk on something. Someone once told me that it's hard not to travel through life drunk on something or other, ideas or what have you.