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i lost myself
ryan ross/brendon urie
pg-13
for bandombigbang
16,222 words
warnings: mentioned off-screen minor character death, general angst and confusion
It's August 30th, 2006 - Ryan's already been here once, and this isn't how it goes. Bruised, confused and in the wrong year, Ryan struggles to make it through the Nothing Rhymes With Circus tour (for the second time) and reconnect with a band that's grown apart, while desperately grasping onto the future he knows he's already lived.
i've been working with this fic since some time in 2009, and the ending has changed so many times it's insane - i'm so glad to have had selphiebooyaka and grapefruits around to talk it out with, i'm sure i would've abandoned it had they not been there! please let me know if there are any mistakes. i hope you enjoy ♥
part one
part two
bonus fanmix
ryan ross/brendon urie
pg-13
for bandombigbang
16,222 words
warnings: mentioned off-screen minor character death, general angst and confusion
It's August 30th, 2006 - Ryan's already been here once, and this isn't how it goes. Bruised, confused and in the wrong year, Ryan struggles to make it through the Nothing Rhymes With Circus tour (for the second time) and reconnect with a band that's grown apart, while desperately grasping onto the future he knows he's already lived.
i've been working with this fic since some time in 2009, and the ending has changed so many times it's insane - i'm so glad to have had selphiebooyaka and grapefruits around to talk it out with, i'm sure i would've abandoned it had they not been there! please let me know if there are any mistakes. i hope you enjoy ♥
part one
part two
bonus fanmix