I have the worst luck humanly possible with women, or at least the worst taste, I am always falling inlove with women who would never love me that way. So many friends because of this, but I am lonely by God, and I want someone who would be willing to hold me at night when my nightmares come...

SO I things have gone well in regards to my going home. I have decided to sell my car in VA and fly home on the Navy's dime. My plans are to go to a mountain for about a month, maybe two months and stay there. Alone, no outside contact with the regular world. I am looking forward to it. I need it. After all, it is not like I update this much ( Read more... )

They were not, I suspect, meant to last, and now they are gone. But this poem is not about that, not about her, this poem is lovingly dedicated to Natalie, a friend lost to distance ( Read more... )

So I am still just taking things one day at a time with her. We will see what becomes of it. Our work scheduals are different, which adds a bit of a challenge, she works nights, I days, so we do not have too many opportunities to see each other. I am enjoying this, the mixture of hope and fear, it is such a wonderful feeling truth be told ( Read more... )

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So she called me today while I was at work and she was doing her laundry. She said "listen to this: 'but I have promises to keep and miles to go before I sleep and miles to go before I sleep. how crazy is it that I would find your tattoo in my book? I think this is a sign." I am excited, I grinned ear to ear. She is an awesome woman, she makes ( Read more... )

So there is this girl, woman actually she is five to six years older than me, who makes my heart beat, gives me butterflies in the stomach, and just generally nocks my socks off, we talk when we can, work hours and such make it hard to do at times, and we hung out today during our libirty port. I did something I have not done in YEARS, I asked a ( Read more... )

I wear a ring on my finger; it shows that I am married to Christ Jesus my Lord. Everyone who becomes a Christian comes into marriage with Christ; we are all His bride. Our love and purity belong to Him. Only He can give us away. The Song of Solomon, also known as the Song of Songs is a love song in the greatest proportions. But inside of that ( Read more... )

The sweat dripping down my pinky fingers on both hands surprised me. I must not have taken into account how hot the gym actually was. I could see little beads of sweat flying into the air as I pumped my hands back and fourth. My body glistened with a clean sweat of good hard physical work. My body ached, and I wanted to push it more, to go ( Read more... )

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