so it's nearly six am, and i'm listening to the radio and falling asleep. i can hear everything in my dream but it's fading away. the dream turns into the most realistic yet senseless nightmare i've ever had ever. i'll post more later.

tomorrow i'm going out on a second date with mike. possibly a double date. either joel or doug is also hooking me up with some blow, so it'll be basic instinct style.

anyway... i was on the xiu xiu message board and someone was kind enough to do a portrait of me. it's really good. made my day all the more better.

here's the original:


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i also just want to remind you that my love for my favourite band just grows stronger every day.


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i just went song by song through knife play at the same time with someone on the internet. and talked about every song and the memories tied to it as it went on to play. it was nice. i remember doing the same thing with a promise with the same guy, and amnesiac with another guy late at night. that's it ( Read more... )

so last night i was thinking about taking some pictures and going out. chelsea told me that her dad had a bottle of percs in the medicine cabinet, and she gave me the whole bottle for only ten bucks which is the nicest thing anyone's ever done to me ever. after that, i went to katie mack's and drank some rum and coke. how i miss that girl so much. ( Read more... )

i've been taking a lot of photobooth pictures. i'll continue to do so. and bring pieces of paper with writing on them or some small object that has to do with YOU and mail some out to special persons. it'd be sweet.


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i don't want to sleep alone tonight, either. i could use a massage. my shoulders. ow.

with that said, the single life is amazing and i'm not being sarcastic.

edit: i'd rather be alone for a long time. what was i thinking?

OH MY GOD IT'S SNOWING AND I JUST HAD A SHOWER AND I HAD LITTLE SLEEP AND I SEE NINE INCH NAILS TODAY BUT I HAVE TO GO EARLY BECAUSE OF THE POSSIBLE SOUNDCHECK AND FELICITY'S EXCITED BUT IT'S SNOWING WTF.

and again and again.

it's hard to tell it's hard to tell but all true love's in vain.


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