I hate that people have this idea that rehab will solve everything~ but that's not true, a person has to take steps everyday not to swing backward. And it's so much easier to give in. Self esteem is a factor. I believe she woke up everyday upset and wanted to feel a different emotion but struggled with how to find that balance without substance.
I was on skype with my boyfriend and he knew I was feeling shitty about this. I was proud that he understood my body language because I hadn't said a word yet
I know we've all kind of been waiting for this to happen but I still can't really believe it. I'm feeling so sorry for her right now because... she must have been such a sad person and probably even her last thoughts were sad ones. I hate how so many people seem to be making fun of her now as if she was just some kind of joke when, really, she was a human being like all of us, with feelings and hopes and dreams and now she's just gone. Some hours ago she was still... here... and now she's not.
Argh, and I'm so sorry for her family and friends and everyone who loved her. And that they have to deal with not only her death but also all the rumors and the paparazzy and everything...
The worst is the joke that "Amy said no no no to rehab" fuck :/ I even had a family member make that joke.
If their friend died at 27 to drugs, I'm sure that person would be torn up. But because it's not someone they know, everyone feels like they can poke fun at it. This disturbs me.
It's so easy to just assume things about someone, it's another world to actually understand them. She had her issues, her problems, and even without her talented music. I've always felt at heart she was a solid person who still was worthy of respect. Now she's gone and every one's ready to scream overdose long before any official statements are given.... even after life she can't escape public opinion. It's almost a game, she's in the 27 club, lets guess how she died. Like you said, she was somebodies daughter, somebodies friend, even if the masses didn't respect her in her life, they need to respect her in her death.
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I was on skype with my boyfriend and he knew I was feeling shitty about this. I was proud that he understood my body language because I hadn't said a word yet
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I'm feeling so sorry for her right now because... she must have been such a sad person and probably even her last thoughts were sad ones. I hate how so many people seem to be making fun of her now as if she was just some kind of joke when, really, she was a human being like all of us, with feelings and hopes and dreams and now she's just gone. Some hours ago she was still... here... and now she's not.
Argh, and I'm so sorry for her family and friends and everyone who loved her. And that they have to deal with not only her death but also all the rumors and the paparazzy and everything...
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If their friend died at 27 to drugs, I'm sure that person would be torn up. But because it's not someone they know, everyone feels like they can poke fun at it. This disturbs me.
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