Why?
sums it up.
I have been thinking about something for a while now and that is:How did I become so caught up in all this TH Fandom?^^
Back in 2006 when I started getting interested in Tokio Hotel I'd never thought I ever would do the shit I do now-for a fucking band!
I've never before been a real fan of any artist/band/whatever(well besides my "The Tribe" obsession maybe :D) and now?
I check for news like I don't know how many times a day, I slept in front of a venue. Once in April, once in freaking November-though November was surprisingly more comfortable LOL. I've waited for those for boys for hours, even whole days. Being bored out of my mind or even having a really good time.
I spent more money on them then on anything else in my life I guess. I travelled to so many cities,I asked my parents to drive me so many times (before I had my driver's license obviously), I sat on the train for hours, I was awake for days.
I wrote fanfictions, still do and am totally addicted to reading them as well. I can discuss the boys for hours.
I can hate them only for hours, I can criticise them-yes.
School? Came second when it was for TH. Not in a "I'm not going to school for days/weeks" way but I missed school for them or went after 2 hours of sleep or less because I had been to a gig^^.
I have several forums to keep up with^^,half of the photos on my laptop are TH ones...
Anyway, I mean I met wonderful people because of them, some are very good or even my bests friends by now which I'm seriously absolutely grateful for. I met people who I can talk to about everything..and I wouldn't know them wasn't it for them being or having been TH fans.
I changed through TH as well. I'd never really travelled on my own before, now? pfft name it and I'll go :D
Organising is something I enjoy now, my friends call me "Mama Dana" for a reason. I check all transport times several times, I make sure we have to eat and drink, I assure everyone has what one needs. Sometimes I annoy the hell out of them LOL.
Beside that I'm much more open-minded, even outgoing at times.
I know so many people by now and I enjoy being part of all this stuff but sometimes when everyone is just bitching at each other and keeps talking bad behind each others backs or when I see another documentation about fans fainting,crying and being totally hysteric I ask myself: Just why am I part of this?
It's because of this damn 4 boys from the damn city in Germany that have stolen a very little part of my heart (how cheesy XD) with their music and just being them.
besides-wtf is it with me and the cut?doesn't work :D
I have been thinking about something for a while now and that is:How did I become so caught up in all this TH Fandom?^^
Back in 2006 when I started getting interested in Tokio Hotel I'd never thought I ever would do the shit I do now-for a fucking band!
I've never before been a real fan of any artist/band/whatever(well besides my "The Tribe" obsession maybe :D) and now?
I check for news like I don't know how many times a day, I slept in front of a venue. Once in April, once in freaking November-though November was surprisingly more comfortable LOL. I've waited for those for boys for hours, even whole days. Being bored out of my mind or even having a really good time.
I spent more money on them then on anything else in my life I guess. I travelled to so many cities,I asked my parents to drive me so many times (before I had my driver's license obviously), I sat on the train for hours, I was awake for days.
I wrote fanfictions, still do and am totally addicted to reading them as well. I can discuss the boys for hours.
I can hate them only for hours, I can criticise them-yes.
School? Came second when it was for TH. Not in a "I'm not going to school for days/weeks" way but I missed school for them or went after 2 hours of sleep or less because I had been to a gig^^.
I have several forums to keep up with^^,half of the photos on my laptop are TH ones...
Anyway, I mean I met wonderful people because of them, some are very good or even my bests friends by now which I'm seriously absolutely grateful for. I met people who I can talk to about everything..and I wouldn't know them wasn't it for them being or having been TH fans.
I changed through TH as well. I'd never really travelled on my own before, now? pfft name it and I'll go :D
Organising is something I enjoy now, my friends call me "Mama Dana" for a reason. I check all transport times several times, I make sure we have to eat and drink, I assure everyone has what one needs. Sometimes I annoy the hell out of them LOL.
Beside that I'm much more open-minded, even outgoing at times.
I know so many people by now and I enjoy being part of all this stuff but sometimes when everyone is just bitching at each other and keeps talking bad behind each others backs or when I see another documentation about fans fainting,crying and being totally hysteric I ask myself: Just why am I part of this?
It's because of this damn 4 boys from the damn city in Germany that have stolen a very little part of my heart (how cheesy XD) with their music and just being them.
besides-wtf is it with me and the cut?doesn't work :D