So for anyone who was unaware that I'm a sellout:

www.allisontebbe.blogspot.com

I'm sure I'll still write in here about as often as I do now...so like, what, twice a year?

"Love is never any better than the lover. Wicked people love wickedly, violent people love violently, weak people love weakly, stupid people love stupidly, but the love of a free man is never safe. There is no gift for the beloved. The lover alone possesses his gift of love. The loved one is shorn, neutralized, frozen in the glare of the lover's ( Read more... )

Possibly the most depressing thing in the world...
and pitifully controllable! I could talk about this crap for forever but I don't. And I won't. Which is good I think.
I'll just write vague Livejournal updates about how unfair and stupid it is.

"One good thing about music--when it hits, you feel no pain."

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Yeah.

Why doesn't ANYONE get it like I do?

"I guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down just to keep you around
because the day that you realize how amazing you are you're gonna leave me."

Upon watching many 50s/60s movies in a short period of time, I'm forced to wonder ( Read more... )

"Take time to realize that I am on your side.
Didn't I tell you?
But I can't spell it out for you.
No, it's never gonna be that simple."

I wanna fast forward a year so bad.

"I hate the phone, but I wish you'd call.

And I know it's easy to say, but it's harder to feel this way.
And I miss you more than I should, than I thought I could...
Can't get my mind off of you."

When did I become the girl who posts lyrics as entries?

So as of late, I have had a really hard time processing reality. I realize that sounds stupid, but honestly, nothing feels real. I find myself sitting there watching the world and just feelings like it doesn't actually exist. I wish I could explain what it feels like but it's SO ODD. It started a couple of weeks ago--it used to just be periodic but ( Read more... )

"Come on, take a step towards me so you can figure me out.
I've been hoping and praying for a single way to show you what I'm all about.

Just live your life a little for me...
Take the time to let it go.
Step away and watch me grow."
Things to remember ( Read more... )

I am so bad at this... I don't know how I'm going to get through the entire year. Having to deal with all of the stress with school and student council being exacerbated by losing all of my best friends to school. Ugh. I love that Livejournal exists with the soul purpose of allowing me to whine.

Honestly, there are just too many emotions to deal ( Read more... )