please don't think of me
if you do you gotta block it
i got chills tonight
and you can't be here to stop it
i'm not a parasite
it's just a lonely night tonight

that penguin is a bit over the top, but hey.

i don't know if i can save jim gannon but i'm going put up a hell of a fight trying.

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what i've been listening to lately.

"flesh"--atmosphere
"cindy incidently"--the faces
"lady stardust"--david bowie
"mary"--scissor sisters
"learning how to smile"--everclear

thinking is important but so is coffee.

incoherent.

i want to be able to say what i want to say without alienating people, without being selfish and trite. i want openness and communication but i don't know how to facilitate it.

i want i want i want now now now. i can't even explicate without being self-centered.

i should stop saying dumb things.

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"fixing her hair"--ani difranco
"delicate"--damien rice
"river"--joni mitchell
"train under water"--bright eyes
"last kiss"--pearl jam

not enough.