(Untitled)

[1_sweet_jelly]

you fucking idiot. of course i wanted you to stay at ur house tonight, but i'm not about to sit there n TELL you to stay at ur house just to talk to me, you know, your girlfriend- who's been dealing w/ a LOT of ur bullshit the past few weeks, instead of going to franky's house n playing that gotdamn game. don't ask me wut i want u to do if u

Comments

[azncharm7]

i think u should get him a "how to.." book on how to be the bestest b/f ever... he seems like a sucky one for the time being.. what a waste of my lub...

had fun to yesterday... cant wait to sell cookie dough... hehe did i just say that?

[1_sweet_jelly]

i doubt that's it.
it got worse after i posted that.
didn't get sleep until like 6:30am. great.
thing are OK now. i guess.
things will get better in time, the question is if i wanna wait it out...

[x757_06x]

You stayed up until 6:30??

Must've didn't handle it like a man...

My demonstration just wasn't good enough, was it?

[1_sweet_jelly]

WHAT?! did u not get my offline message?! :|
shiet- i handled that shyt like a man, psh. (lolz)
man, i handled it so man-ly-ish, u woulda shed a tear of pride! xP

[i_r0ck_y0ur_s0x]

Well...let's see...><;

1. Everyone gathers at Franky's house. It's annoying. No way he can get out of time with them. I've learned to get over it.
2. He asks me if he can do things and what not. But it's taken him a hella long time to realize that he needs to inform me if he goes places and what not.

Basically I try not to be bothered by it as much as possible to refrain from being a controlling bi-atch. But it has come out sometimes in front of everyone. Like that one time when I was on speaker phone and I didn't know it and he ran off to I dunno fornicate with Mikey or something. D: I know it's not necessarily his fault. So I can't blame him, even though I want to. And after I've had enough of people, I basically tell him to univite people at his house. xD

I mean for god sakes. Erik and Mikey were there on prom night. :| COME ON.

But I totally understand what you're going through. :(

P.S. I might've rambled a bit. >>; I was just trying to type feelings in the best way possible. XD

[1_sweet_jelly]

no no- i fully appreciate all u sayd. thank GOD sum1 can relate otherwise i'd jus damn myself as bitch and kill mikey.
yea man, I even told mikey to NOT go to his house b/c it wuz PROM NIGHT! but did he listen? of course not. but they did try to get outta the house, but still- they shouldn't have been there in the first place, i mean seriously, mikey has 2 beds in his room. wtf?!
i sumwut feel bad cuz things got worse last nite after i posted the entry, and i basically fought w/ mikey most of the nite- literally, as in before 11:45-5:??am. he actually friggin left franky's house at 4:00AM to go home and argue w/ me more (even tho i told him to just stay at franky's) we didn't fall asleep til like 6somthing. :/ the way HE sees it, i 'have' to be the controlling bitch at times n jus tell him he can't spend the nite, but i don't wanna talk to him knowing that he'd really rather be playing that retarded ass game. u get me?
well anyways- thnx for the input, much appreciated. x) sorry if i rambled too...

[i_r0ck_y0ur_s0x]

Yeah I know, Franky told me about that I think.

I totally get you. It's like why would I wanna talk to you when I know you wanna play that damn game.

Heh, he even told me that flat out once. That sometime he rather not see me and just go home and play that game after work. :( It hurt. But eh, I got over it.

And these past few days while I was gone was his time to play, so I'm hoping he doesn't plan on doing it hardcore again anytime soon.