just ugly

May 19, 2005 20:51

Well today started out really nice and then ended horribly. Honor Society was nice until afterwards when my mom proceeded not to congratulate me but rather was like "wow u have sooo many smart seniors up there. gosh that one person got sooo many awards blah blah blah" No offense but honestly I feel like shit right now. I don't feel smart enough and ( Read more... )

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i care about you julesiscools05 May 20 2005, 04:07:41 UTC
Danni, I've been proud of you since the day I met you and will continue to be until the day I stop being friends with you or the day I die. You are an amazing incredible young woman with the largest potential I've ever seen. I know you will do great things, because you already have done great things, and I know there are more to come. You always will have me as your cheerleader.
love ya
jules

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lissi_9 May 20 2005, 05:24:20 UTC
danni that really really blows your mom was chewing you out. But I was thinking the same things too for a little bit. "Wow - I should have been able to get that award.." etc. But you work as hard as you personally can. And do you think you'd really rather have given up everything you DID accomplish this year? It's hard to feel good about yourself when your parents are going nuts, but stay strong. You've accomplished high school with a good education, many friends, and hopefully some fun.

Don't beat yourself up. Think about it - you have to take care of yourself.

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anonymous May 20 2005, 06:37:51 UTC
i got that from my mom too, so i just straight up said its because i'm stupid, and she goes, " yah....you are." sad, eh?

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fushigitohadaka May 20 2005, 16:56:20 UTC
I'm so sorry danni that your mom is making you feel down. Parents can really be unsupportive some times. My mom does that to me sometimes too, like if i get a b, she'll ask me why i didn't get an A. And what makes it worse is that my brother will get a C in german and they'll be THRILLED. I don't know what goes on through parents heads, but try to not let it get to you. You have done SOO much in the last three years that you should feel proud of, even if your parents don't see it. IB is a lot to take on, and you've made it through with excellent grades and without too many mental break downs *wink*. Keep your chin up! Hopefully college will be a slightly different story...

and remember... PROM IS THIS SATURDAY! We don't want a sad danni on this joyous occasion now do we? *hug*

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bigbert_44_ May 21 2005, 14:08:11 UTC
I TA for the German teacher, what grade do you want your brother to get? ;)

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bigbert_44_ May 20 2005, 21:26:59 UTC
I think I know how you feel. When I come home with a 3.8, I don't hear "good job, a 3.8" I hear "why'd you get a B? You're not trying hard enough".

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