I miss him, and i cant turn the water works off

Lately things have been crazy outta control. Everything seems like its moving so fast, and it feels like i have no idea whats going on. I think it was honestly because i worked 8 days straight, its exhausting. As i am getting older, i am learning little things about myself. I need to have some down town, and that is hard getting used to. Most of ( Read more... )

I joined the army reserve.

I tried to call, but you didnt answer.

Call me.

Sometimes i just need you to hold me..
...and im so lost without you...

This weekend was a blast to say the least. The party didnt go as i planned but nonetheless it was good. Kels and i got into a small disagreement, but took care of it. Honestly i dont remember much of the night, and i dont really like that. Im kinda embarassed of myself for a few things. Like things i want to put in the back of my mind and never ( Read more... )

So its fianlly official, im employeed! Oh and i believe i will be making good money! Hopefully!
My house is finally coming along too. It looks great! New table set, new couch, new recliners, NEW BIG ASS TV! I all looks good! I wish Nana was there to see it all. I know she can see it.
Working out is starting to pay off. Im glad im doing this. It feels ( Read more... )

Things are bothering me, and i cant seem to get these things out of my mind..

im not usre if im ready to talk about it though..

So this anger came outta no where, but i really think im done trying to pretend we have this wonderful friendship, when really we dont have a friendship at all. You dont know anything going on in my life, and have no intreset in even knowing. I talk so highly of you and now i cant seem to think of anything nice to say about you at all. I expected ( Read more... )

Things are getting better, and  i have never felt better to say that.

P.s. Im slightly drunk.

My grandpa has heart failure...

...and i cant stomach the way the hospital smells.