hmmugshdufuyouagain.

i got my car.
its so cute.

same kinda night yet again ( Read more... )

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im stressed,thats the only way to put it,
oh and would like to kill someone.

i cant wait for the weekend,
car and picnic with my best friend that
i have missed and the one person i can talk to and not
be worried that they’ll say a word.

last time i said that i wouldnt
get into this sopt again, ever again.
i said ill know how to get passed it
and not even like be at the point of it.
but yet here iam again just 8 months later.
this fucking blows.

everything i thought i knew is a fucking mess.

why do i always do this to myself?
and get into these spots EVERY, ...every time.
i hate this...
it always ends up like this.

after all the shit that was found out
yesterday, then only thing that helped
was getting outta here and going to andrews.
it cheered me up soooo much. i needed it.
and his grandparents are so funny.
"whats his name ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm" LOL

tonight was mad bullshit.
tomorrows i hope is going to be nice.

prom was so so soooo awesome ( Read more... )

"its not that i hate, hates to much of a word. your a good person.
its that i dislike the actions that have been made in the passed.
actions that have been made to get yourself in a better position,
while doing that you hurt many others and including myself.
it might be something that with time i can forgive,
but something i will never forget."

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