I am always alone in libraries ( Read more... )

This is a record ( Read more... )

Aw jesus H christ.

I don't plan things well enough.

How does does everyone else plan/remember/ keep track of  the things they HAVE to do
the things they need to do
and the things that they need to remember how to avoid
at all costs
or face the consequences.

" Today is the most depressing day of the year! More next, on Fox 5 evening News"

so i'm like whaaat?
...........!........?..........

..." Due to post-holiday lull, christmas debts, the depression due to broken New Year's resolutions, and
generally gloomy weather and a lack of sunshine, people are most likely to be upset or depressed during 
the third ( Read more... )

If I ever was to write a suicide note,

it would be the lyrics to Brad Paisely's "Whiskey Lullaby"
and thats it.

Dear JMU,
Left my Junior year grades off the application. My 'essay' is just the beginning paragraph repeated 3 times,
 then a bulleted list of ideas  for other school's essays. It might even say "Dear VCU" at the end.
Checked it a billion times, didn't catch any of it. Cried when I did catch it, at 11pm.  Can I get a sympathy acceptance?

Dear GMU,
My ( Read more... )

I have been sitting here for hours sifting through split ends and watching
grey slip into the evening sky, and I just want to think of something
to tell you guys. Scrawl out something that is worth reading, I hope,
and one that would twist love and hate in just the right ways, and you
would melt. I love turning over the way you speak in my mind,
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Oh my God.

OH MY GOD

You are so beautiful in everything.
in silence, in laughter, in stitches, in boxers, chains and cigarette smoke
I can't get over the way your smiles roll past your shoulders to wait beside you,
tiny footmen guarding your abrasively sensitive heart.
Your smoky iron core is sometimes invisible beneath army of grins.
And other times your eyes sink so far ( Read more... )

Happy New Year~*~*~*~*
*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*

this week was so hella exciting, every single second.
and I have a feeling that january is also gonna be really...eventful.

a rain drop just exploded in the pool of water surrounding the massacre of wine and cider bottles in the bin on the porch.
I don't have a hangover.  And I'm off to bake muffins for ( Read more... )