Everything he fucking said to me was a lie

He said he loved me

But after what he was doing behind my back, I know it was a lie

And let me mind u this all happened while im still layed up from my knee surgery...

I get a message on myspace, from this really nice girl named cassie, and she asks me if gabe and i are going out, and i said yes, and i was ( Read more... )

Gabe asked me out last night...

...I don't think I've ever been happier.

Oh my god...I'm really, truly falling for him

I talk to him on the phone, and he sings to me
He listens, he jokes, he talks.
<3 He doesn't just hear...He listens to what I say
It's weird...I like him SO much. I'm falling for him, and I know he's gonna be there to catch me

Gabe (12:38:03 AM): and then i started talkin to jade 
Gabe (12:38:14 AM): shes a ( Read more... )

Ok, I've been delaying this

But I broke up with Shane like a week or 2 ago...

It just wasnt gonna work

Or maybe I just didnt want it to :o\

I think I'm scared of relationships.

I get clase to a guy, maybe go out with him, then...I end it.

I think I may make excuses to end them

What's wrong with me?

But i really didnt have feelings for shane...I ( Read more... )

http://community.webshots.com/photo/368883506/368886588QiPZvC <--My new boyfriend :-D

When I talk to him...

I pretend I'm ok with everything.

What he doesn't know...Is that half the time I'm crying.

I don't think Melissa cares half as much about him as I do.

Or sees half the man I see.

I just wish he knew that.

I told him today...He's gorgeous and has the best personality ever...And that melissa is one of the luckiest girls I know.

Every single time...Every time. We get into a fight, the next day, he knows im pissed, he IMs me like nothings wrong, and of course im so used to it, i let him walk all over me...He made me cry...worse than ever tonight...

I've been hurt too many times, I can't take it anymore...But wherever I go, heartache seems to follow...

I just miss being in ( Read more... )

If only he knew how much I cried over him...

I asked. He answered. I cried.

Matt and I are good again. But he's still with that girl

I wanna ask him if he'll take me to my prom next year, but i dunno, i think its too early, but i really wanna go with him. and im too nervous. so i dunno.

The heartbreak,
The heartache is more than I wanted,
We gave up,
We made up,
It's not like you cared deception,
Depression is all that I've got
But who said love was fair
And I've made up my mind
I'd be better off alone
Love is just a waste of time
And all the lonely nights
And all the crushing scenes
And all the pointless fights
Someone tell me what it means
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