I'm bawling.

This is our first realy big fight.

And I think it may be our last time talking...

Matt: so is it alright if i go now?

Me: id ont care

Matt: i love you jade.... im sorry

later

Me: bye

----his away message----

Matt: yes im sorry that you dont care

Me: what don't i care about

Matt: if i go

Me: well you kinda upset me a little bit

Me: ( Read more... )

I wanna tell Matty how I feel about him. We talk ALL the time. And he's close to this girl, Melissa...And we say I love you all the time and its in our info and stuff, but like, I think I mean it...And he means it as a friends way. I think. I don't know.

He wont even come see me after my surgery. I bet he'd rather be with Melissa...I'm crying so ( Read more... )

Woah, I haven't updated this in...well never..

I'm goin into kne surgery anywhere inbetween July(if im lucky) through September...It kinda sucks, cause it doesnt really give me any idea of when I'm getting it, but they should be calling me soon, to give me the date...I'm soooo nervous

After that, I go in for another surgery on my other knee...And ( Read more... )

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