im going crazy. blood testing sucked. my arm still hurts and i had a mean bruise. i decieded im not white, im transparent. i stood against the wall to day at school and my skin matched perfect. fuck.

ima go bleach my head.

god im so fucking sick i had to go to the hospital today! the doc was a moron, didnt even listen to me but wrote me a note to get outta school the next couple of days. im so upset though because i was saposed to do the hair for a COVER GIRL shoot today but i couldnt because i could barly see. this has been a great year. so sad its ending so soon.

i cut off my mowhawk today and bleached santas hair.

i fucking hate people who come and live in this country and DON'T LEARN MOTHER FUCKING ENGLISH!! i mean ok tourists that are just here a little bit, ok, i understand, but if you're going to live somewhere wouldn't you think it would be NECESSARY to learn the language at least to, well ya know, buy food, or say take the driving test. well ANYWHERE ( Read more... )

eww the creepy gardener is next door and i can see him through the window. i have to yell at him like once a week to stop fucking bloking my driveway, but not today. how very aproprite for the season. im so happy november is almost over. god, but how i hate this month. nothing good ever comes out of november. mary came down from her mountain for a ( Read more... )

HAPPY RAPE AND PILLAGE DAY EVERYONE ( Read more... )

god life is boring. i do the same damn thing every day. oh well. the ( Read more... )

not a bad weekend. frieday dress up for school which was fun and they threw us a party. my makeup was awsome but i dont have any pics right now so i'll have to get back you on that one ( Read more... )

boring day. i really should be doing some school work right now buuuut...im not gonna. oh well i get by some how right? today ms. moro told us we will have a party on friday for all hallows, so we get to dress up and will have a costum, makeup and hair contest! i cant wait!plus i get to work behind the front desk so i dont ruin my white dress on ( Read more... )

bored....thought i'ed update. everything is ok ecept one person who needs to stop trying to get back into my life. for the love you god how many differnt ways can i say "I FUCKIN HATE YOU AND SEEING YOU FACE MAKES MY WANT TO VOMIT UP CHICKENS." god. but hey what are you gonna do right? im sick of school. dropping out sounds pritty damn good right ( Read more... )