I'm so lonely

Apr 25, 2005 08:31

James left me last night...after things had been going insanely well...so well ( Read more... )

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fletchermarron April 25 2005, 08:33:33 UTC
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Baby. I'm so sorry. I don't know what to say. I work all of this week during the evening but sometime this weekend I will give you a call ok? I worry about you out there...
I love you so much.

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1kmilesfromhome April 26 2005, 08:40:52 UTC
Thanks...things might be working out with us...but obviously he's really hurt and will have a hard time getting through this...and now I need to somehow show him that I do want to be with him and that I'm worthy of his trust again...the unfortunate part is that I'm REALLY not good when I get into fights...I just shut down...I have this odd ability to turn off my feelings for someone and move on...I told him that I just see it as "I have two choices, cry about it or get over it" since at that point I had been convinced tha he wasn't coming back...but I think the guy really is in love with me (I don't know if I can say the same; I really care for him, but I don't know if I truely fully love him)...so yeah...he suprised me by coming over last night to ask if we could talk...I think one of the things that scares me the most is that when I try to think of words to make him feel better...I can't come up with anything :-\

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