Sick, and now bullshit:

[1knighthawk]

So I'm at home, enjoying being sick (yes, sarcasm), and then I get a fucking call from my dad's whore, Penny. She gives me this long convoluted claptrap about how she's not working, and she knows that there's bullshit between my father, brother, and myself, and how she just wants to talk because she "misses me". It basically goes on and on from

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[ascher]

Sorry for your situation. Some day your father will die. Coming from someone who no longer has parents I can say, no matter how strained your relationship is with your father you will be sad when he is gone. Try to make the best relationship you can with the reality that is the situation. You will not get another chance. I do not believe you should have to live with regrets only choices. My father's whore ended up being the black widow and killing him. It sucked for me because I had an on/off relationship with him. I really wanted to establish a functional relationship.Still get sad that I was not able to say good bye. He died 11 years ago today. My mother died 5 years ago on Halloween. After a lifetime of estrangement I found a way to have the best relationship possible considering our differences. I a very fortunate for that because she died 2 years later. It was a short time with her, though time I am blessed to have. I hope you feel better soon. Let me know what ails you I can give you herbal remedies that will help you feel

[1knighthawk]

if my stance on him changes, it'll be pretty obvious...but for now, I really don't see it happening.
Besides, I've managed to survive 2 years without him, I'm sure the next 40 or so will go rather smoothly

[ascher]

Sorry. Hope you feel better.

[1knighthawk]

I am feeling better :)