Things that made today suck ( Read more... )

i am so fricken bored. i cant even think of anything to write about because my mind is mushhhhh! note to parents:the only thing that comes from long term groundings is resentment and a brain of mush. how does that make you feel ( Read more... )

my best friend is going to hawaii for like a week. to see her family. and im happy for her. but god damn, i dont think ive ever spent a week without her except for when i was grounded for 2 months and that almost killed me. even when we go on vacation we usually take eachother. at first it was gonna be for like 2 weeks and i teared up at the ( Read more... )

my thoughts of you are so many, so much, that there is room for NOTHING else ( Read more... )

everytime i see you the world disapears.
you're all i can think about.

everything in the world is making me cry. and i hate it.
damn it all to hell.

if i sleep maybe it will go away.

got caught sneeking out last night. might be a while before my next update.....

i would say hi but its already time to go.

the best of friends have the potential to hurt eachother the worst ( Read more... )

if i could see you i would say hi. what a waste of breath all our conversations were. why you had to get so far a way i dont really understand. but each day i care a little less. and im okay with that. so if you want to keep going, i dont even mind. anymore. funny how i only can talk to you at the most random times when nothing right can come out ( Read more... )