miss the bus on purpose.

the project you have in mind now gains momentum.

accept no substitutes for that which is genuine.

your mind being creative and original will make you famous.

concentration leads to success.

your sense of humor will be your key to success.

functioning superbly will come automatically to you.

your self confidence is

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i miss what i had a long time ago. i know i wont be able to get it back but it doesnt hurt to think of them time and time again. i know i am not an old lady yet but i miss the laughs and the faces. i dont know what it holds for me in the future but i have to wait and see. thought the times were good i cant take back what isnt in me. i still am here ( Read more... )

ok somebody egged my truck again and my sisters car. that fcking pissed me off again. it sucks cause that shit gets baked on and i didnt know until i left at like 4 when my mom told me. i was like wtf. its all over the side and front window. it made me so mad.

well today was pretty good. i had fun with joel. we went out as usual but we took a lil detour which was surprisingly fun. we shall ask some of you to come so we can all have fun and take pics of the glorious event heheh. i saw jewels, jos and carol today. that was a nice combo all in one to see. im supposed to see him on monday night and it seems ( Read more... )

Now We Know Who Killed Santa


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make it all go away. take it from me all of it. i no longer want this burden rippng at my insides. my heart can not take it anymore. its slowly failing me. i feel myself going deeper and deeper into the dark. i may not be able to come back from this one. this might be the final straw. the final petal has fallen and i am no longer. im gone forever. ( Read more... )

i shall try to cheer up.

time to give or take. take what you give, give what you take. here i give it to you. you do what you wish. take it and throw it on the ground. put it in your trunk to die. hang it on your wall for all to see. just dont give it back to me.

(from and old entry) thought it went with what was going on.

i know what i did was wrong and i cant go back.
if i could i know i would. these days have been
the hardest not having my friend to talk to.
i never realized how much you mean to me till
i lost you. days of sorrow are soon to come for
i know what i have done. im still here no matter
what. i just hope that a clear day shall come
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someone HELP me im in need of a massage but none of this by the hour bs lol. school has just been killing me. i will love anyone who offers more than i already do. maybe ill throw in a couple of bucks lol. this is no joke im totally dieing. oh well this was one sad cry for help, but i shall see if anyone loves me enough to do so hahahahh. bye lav ( Read more... )