so today pretty much sucked. i woke up in a horrible mood. and throughout the day, up until middle of leadership, i was in thee worst mood ( Read more... )

its been a while. i honestly dont remember the last time i saw you or we talked. i heard about where you are and why. i dont care anymore. they told me to just give up on you, it is pointless for me to write you. but ive written you so many letters over the years, and never gave them to you, i just had to do this. i dont know why, but i know its ( Read more... )

i just listened to a song that i havent listened to since the summer ( Read more... )

things are shitty. i dont know what to say or how to feel anymore. i dont know how to deal with these things. theres to much that no one knows. i cant really tell them either. this is crap. i dont know how acutally. how would i start ( Read more... )

the only reason im writing here is because i have one page left in my journal ( Read more... )

so in these past few months ive come to realize that love is amazing. its crazy. its mysterious. and when your least expecting it, it will hit you. no. not trip you. love isnt mean like that. maybe thats a sign though. im not sure if its a good or bad one. it just might be one. i think its crazy. because if your ment to be with someone, then why ( Read more... )

just under an hour left. 55 minutes. if i didnt miss that one day.. then i wouldnt have to come tomorrow. all well. i did. so i have to. dumb stuff. ahh. bored. this is me. bored. bored. bored. bored.

saturday. the only thing keeping me going. if not i might die from bordom.

saturday. the only thing that is helping get through life. i cant wait ( Read more... )

they're such greedy bastards


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so today is really boring so far. nothing to do. at all. its 8:36 am. and im stiing here at school. done with everything. even that stupid 20 question test. it was funny. made me laugh.

im so incredibley bored. its dumb. i want to be at home asleep. maybe i can ask her since i am done with everything, and even though i missed my two days, if i can ( Read more... )

this is what i do when i finish everything two days ahead of time...

this is a kickass picture of me..outside


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