sleep please find me...
I'll need it.

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desperately to sleep with giant butterflies in my stomach

sometimes free association is fun ( Read more... )

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There's no place to hide here. I will not be sorry to leave my family behind in this state. Birds are pushed out of the nest. I'm running out of mine! I just can't take someone telling me how to live anymore. I'm a grown man! I'm in charge of directing my life now ( Read more... )

I needed to re-read this ( Read more... )

But there are three days left. I'm losing sense of time. Some measure time in the years after Christ's death. I've started to measure time in the moments since I last saw my Love. I thought a week had past since I saw her, but it has only been two days ( Read more... )

With my Mother
With my Brother
With this
Appointed Family
I will not find a home there
I have outgrown the roles there
I need to be with peace.

Adulthood has made peers out of myself, my mother, and father. They may never see that.

Eventually, people will stop saying, "He's so quiet" and start saying "He doesn't trust anyone." Am I still

It is done...