Ich fahre den Weg.
Den Weg zur Ruhe.
Ich denke an dir.
An dir und das Leben.
Wann ich nur schlafen will, ist Alles sinnlos.
Wann ich viel sagen will, bin ich wortlos.

Die Welt flößt ohne Vorschrift.
Sie flößt allein im All.
Ihre einzige Gesellschaft,
ist ein Blutrotermond.

Testing out this thing that let's me post via my iPod... Hope this works.

Occasionally, I come to the realization that I am alive. I feel an immense sense of freedom and possibility, and disregard. I slam on the acceleration pedal with my arm out the window and the wind dancing in my fingers, or I take a deep breath of the cool night air, bringing myself to a full consciousness and harmony of my senses. At these points ( Read more... )

For the past four months or so I had been thinking a lot about what I want to do with my life... where I want it to go. What makes me happy. College was increasingly pissing me off, to the degree that my last paper for my English class I decided to write on why college sucks and is detrimental ( Read more... )

In a world controlled by time,
I'm having trouble finding mine
God is just a firing squad,
Lining up to take our lives.

For now I'll be okay,
Drifting on to the next day,
In my futile longing to be free,
At least I have you to share my agony

The stars in the sky, before you were mine,
Were not so scattered about
They sat in a line, before you were mine,
Easy to figure out
Now they are spattered, and constantly changing,
Despite all I ever knew
The stars in my sky, are a whole new kind,
All because of you

As a result of one of my best friendships being ruined by an arranged marriage, I've come to the conclusion that customs fucking suck. All of them. Not just the really harsh ones like arranged marriages, and all the other terribly sexist ones in the most extreme of religions, but all of them. Christianity, cultures, everything. As I said to Erin, ( Read more... )

Love of my life ( Read more... )

I got into UMBC.

The concert ( Read more... )