Author:
christian2680Fandom: 7th Heaven
Pairing: Martin Brewer and Ruthie Camden
Theme set: Alpha
Rating: T
Martin: Comfort
I wish I could comfort Ruthie, but I’m the reason she’s hurting.
Ruthie: Kiss
I’ll never know what it feels like to kiss Martin.
Martin: Soft
When I hugged Ruthie that night, she felt so soft.
Ruthie: Pain
I want this pain to go away.
Martin: Potatoes
Tonight I’m sitting alone eating cold mashed potatoes.
Ruthie: Rain
I love watching the rain, love standing in it more.
Martin: Chocolate
Today is Valentine’s Day and I almost bought Ruthie chocolate candy.
Ruthie: Happiness
I’ll never have that happiness that I dreamed of with Martin.
Martin: Telephone
I just want to pick up the telephone and call Ruthie.
Ruthie: Ears
Martin telling me that he loved me would be music to my ears.
Martin: Name
It has been months since I’ve heard Ruthie call my name.
Ruthie: Sensual
I even tried to dance differently so that it was sensual.
Martin: Death
I have a bad feeling that I’m going to love Ruthie until death.
Ruthie: Sex
If only Martin had waited until he got married to have sex.
Martin: Touch
I’m dying just to touch Ruthie.
Ruthie: Weakness
God forgive my weakness, I’ll let go of Martin.
Martin: Tears
I hate to admit it, but I’ve actually shed tears over losing Ruthie.
Ruthie: Speed
I need to get over Martin, but speed is not on my side.
Martin: Wind
Every time the wind blows, I hear Ruthie’s name.
Ruthie: Freedom
I need to have freedom from Martin.
Martin: Life
I really wish I hadn’t messed up my life.
Ruthie: Jealousy
The jealousy I feel toward Sandy isn’t good.
Martin: Hands
I had Ruthie in my hands, and I let her down.
Ruthie: Taste
This situation is leaving a bad taste in my mouth.
Martin: Devotion
Ruthie deserved my devotion and more.
Ruthie: Forever
Martin is out of my life forever.
Martin: Blood
Ruthie is in my heart, mind, and I swear she flows through the blood in my veins.
Ruthie: Sickness
Martin is a sickness; I have to find a cure.
Martin: Melody
Every melody I hear on the radio reminds me of Ruthie.
Ruthie: Star
I’ve wished on my last star, I will no longer wish for a future with Martin.
Martin: Home
Here I am home alone, dreaming of what can never be.
Ruthie: Confusion
There has been so much confusion, too much.
Martin: Fear
My biggest fear is watching Ruthie marry someone else and have the family I wanted to have with her.
Ruthie: Lightning/Thunder
As the lightning starts, Ruthie starts to cry.
Martin: Bonds
The bonds between Ruthie and me have been forever broken.
Ruthie: Market
I’m officially back on the dating market.
Martin: Technology
I wish there was technology out there that would make Aaron Ruthie’s instead of Sandy’s baby.
Ruthie: Gift
True love is a gift; I just have to wait for mine.
Martin: Smile
I wish there was someway to make Ruthie smile at me again.
Ruthie: Innocence
I’ve lost my innocence now, I know longer believe life is fair.
Martin: Completion
Without Ruthie, my life will never have its true completion.
Ruthie: Clouds
The clouds will roll away and my life will go back to normal.
Martin: Sky
I keep looking at the sky for answers; so far, all I see is Aaron.
Ruthie: Heaven
Marrying Martin would have been Heaven.
Martin: Hell
Living without Ruthie is going to feel like I’m living in Hell
Ruthie: Sun
The sun will shine again someday.
Martin: Moon
The moon will always rise and fall out of the darkness.
Ruthie: Waves
The ocean flows with the current of the waves, as I must in life.
Martin: Hair
I can still smell her scent form the shampoo she uses on her hair.
Ruthie: Supernova
Like a supernova exploding in my heart, I let go of my dreams.