Sakito/Miyavi - Theme Set Beta
Fandom: Real People
Pairing: Sakito/Miyavi
Theme set: beta
Rating: PG-13
Whiskey and rum
"He'd had one too many," Miyavi thought, doubling over in laughter and cheering when Sakito starts to strip-dance on the table "now where's a bill I can stick in his underwear."
Waste/Wasteland
It started with dinner, leading to a small 'alcohol-tasting' until everybody are wasted - slouched on the sofa, carpet, bed, even in the bathroom; leaving two people chatting idly.
Share
"Say, Sakito, what if we were lovers?" asked Miyavi randomly, taking another chug from their shared bottle of Chenin Blanc.
Jewel
"You really love her?" asked Sakito, helping Miyavi picking out a ring to give his girlfriend, upon seeing his nod, Sakito smiled a sweet smile.
Bane
Because he is proud of Miyavi, how much he'd grown up from a fresh high-school graduate to a man who dares to take the chance to love, he is proud to witness it all, but then what is this feeling, this ache in his heart, where did that came from?
Virtuous
"Firstly, I'd be jealous - if it's true that you have a girlfriend," said Sakito (discreetly stating his need to hear the rumour confirmation from Miyavi's own lips) "but I wouldn't say it because I'm a good friend."
Serenade
With a Bonnie Pink CD playing in the background, the two men are once again lost in the scene supplied by their foggy brains.
Burning
Miyavi couldn’t hold it any longer; trembling, his body burning as he hissed out his pleasure, cum shooting out of his heated length - Sakito behind him stop thrusting, holding back from releasing inside Miyavi.
Breathing
Breathing heavily, the black haired man turns to face Sakito, a questioning look on his visage; Sakito simply smile, he shakes his head and give Miyavi a kiss on the forehead, "sleep, you're tired."
Breaking
And when he is sure Miyavi is asleep, the singer slowly broke away from his embrace; not looking for release, Sakito remain seated on the bed, captured by Miyavi's sleeping face, finding it hard to break his stare.
Belief
Sakito thought he'd never feel this way about someone, depending his happiness on someone else, all too sudden the air flew out of the room, leaving him suffocated; he pick his clothes and give Miyavi a gentle kiss before he quietly leave the room.
Balloon
Once the door shuts with an almost imperceptible click, Miyavi's eyes shot open (it's like something sharp is poking his solar plexus, and his throat hurts like that time at a cousin's birthday party where he inhaled too much helium to entertain his younger relatives), he feels so stupid... painful questions are rolling in his head as his feet hit the cold floor.
Stupidity
Sakito's steps are heavy on the street; he glance up to Miyavi's room, surprised to find the guitarist on the balcony, starring straight back at him, clad in soiled bed sheet that serves no protection against the early morning breeze, he looked almost divine.
Defeat
In Miyavi's eyes he finds that thing he is afraid to give a name to, and a slow smile cracks on his face.
Smirk
Miyavi's own smirk gradually turns into a grin, before his chest quivers and a silent laugh escapes his throat, shaking his head at Sakito standing two levels below...
Jump
Sakito jump the stairs back up to Miyavi's room, hasty to be back in the arms of his... love.
Jousting
"You'd seduce me and win me like a knight instead, haha," Miyavi have the image of Sakito, jousting, mounting a horse in a bronze-armour "wait... how come I was uke?"
Neutral
Sensing the beginning of a round, Sakito cleverly dodged, too tired to deal with it; "Because we felt like it...?"
Sorrow
Miyavi stands, unmoving, in the hallway of Sakito's floor, the older man on the other side of the door "so this is goodbye... aah... good luck, ne."
Soliloquy
Afterward, neither remembers who actually verbalise those last words, maybe it was unsaid after all.
Valiant
Closing the door, Sakito thought of making a pot of tea, that's what his mother does when something is bothering her, yes, a pot of tea should do, - and where is the kettle, why can't he find the kettle - tears are clouding his vision.
Quirks
Driving to an appointment, Sakito flipped on the radio; Miyavi's voice comes, shaking his car speaker... if he knew there was going to be an interview he'd have moved the appointment to another day.
Sojourn
So, a choice: (1) possibly cause an accident, because body, mind, and soul were otherwise occupied; (2) turn off the radio; (3) pull over, listen, and perhaps arrive late.
War
Sakito (a little bit bothered): "Oh, really, let's see how you are going to take it if we break up!"
Walking
Miyavi thought of going straight home... to his own apartment, to take a bath and maybe catch a nap (he feels tired); instead, his legs took him to a park where couples are laughing, holding hands, kissing... he was one of them mere minutes ago.
Quitting
Maya leaving the band (to make his own music) reminds Miyavi of his own decision in the past; he try not to think about it though, as the thought brings along other things to mind... say, about a used-to-be-blue-haired someone... and how he must have felt, and he wish he can call Sakito right now.
Near
Miyavi sit alone in his apartment after their final meeting with Maya, he watch a live video of a band whose name he have tattooed on his wrist, cherishing the visible proximity he had with Sakito and lamenting on its lost.
Nowhere
'This song is getting nowhere' thought Sakito, facing a paper full of scratches and scribbles, lyrics for a [FIGURe;] song, at moments like this he like to drive around until ideas come back running; sometimes he take a passenger too, but his regular passenger would probably refuse the offer this time (Miyavi would probably slam the door on his face).
Solitary
There are times, there are times when Miyavi wonders what will become of him had Due le quartz stayed together; maybe his dorky-image wouldn't go this far, maybe his music would remain unheard, maybe it is better off this way, but maybe, maybe it's okay to admit that he is feeling just a little bit lonely...
Quiet
A moment of silence; through out their surviving friendship, they have tried to avoid the subject of Dué le Quartz, each man with their own reasons - the alcohol in their system had made their tongues sloppier it seems.
Balcony
A soft breeze came in through the balcony, "I really did miss you, you know," said Miyavi, slowly, deliberately, and Sakito understand what he means without it being spoken - that awkward phase between the two after Dué le Quartz; where they didn't talk, didn't make any effort to meet, afraid of the shift in their relationship.
Birthday
When the waiters began singing "Happy Birthday" to someone in the restaurant, Miyavi and Sakito chimed in, effectively ruining the song with their hoarse and off-tune voice, combined.
Blessing
Sakito is blessed with natural beauty, he has sharp eyes and striking features, and he laughs at Miyavi, saying that he makes too much stupid faces and now it's stuck.
Weddings
"Well I'm not sure you want to appear on your wedding day with those vampire fangs..." revenge is sweet, and Miyavi is fully aware of it.
Sordid
"I'm glad that you are my friend," said Sakito, the sincere look on his face didn't last long though, as the smell of fresh vomit wafts in the air; it seems that whoever passed out in the bathroom was awake long enough to empty their gut.
Quarrel
"Oh, don't get all sappy on me now," Miyavi, ever the insensitive one.
Horizon
"Hey, you started it, Mr. I-did-miss-you," said Sakito; the first streak of red now visible on the horizon.
Bias
"Ha, but if we break up, I'm the one who's gonna win you back, Miyavi is the man!"
Whimsy
It took him many shots of vodka to do this, so he'd better make it worthwhile - Miyavi takes a deep breath - "Sakito, Sakito, come out now, I need to tell you something!"
Waltz
In Sakito's dream, he was waltzing alone when suddenly a thunder broke his window; he wakes up, startled to hear - are those pebbles, being thrown to his window, and a hoarse voice calling his name... "Miyavi?"
Jester
Eyelids still weighty, he opens the window, Miyavi is on the street - tall, gangly Miyavi with his stupid colourful clothes is there shouting things his hazy brain struggles to process "what are you doing, go sleep like normal people, monkey!"
Wishes
"No, I tried to sleep over it but I can't, not anymore, I need to tell you that I love you but I was stupid and I'm still stupid but I still love you and come on Sakito say something, tell me you love me too!"
Wonder
'How am I going to explain this to the neighbours...' thought Sakito, hell with it "Miyavi, stop yelling and come up here!"
Worry
"No, no, you're going to slap me; tell me you love me then I'll go there!"
Sarcasm
Sakito smirks, 'over-confident ass hole;' he yells back "I'm gonna slap you anyway, but yes I still love you, so much, now shut up!"
Victory
Running towards the building, Miyavi's hands fold into fists, he hold them up in a winner's pose "I knew it!!"
Natural
By the time he reach Sakito's floor, the door is opened and Sakito is waiting for him; Sakito, handsome Sakito - Miyavi run to him and pick him up in an embrace, the most natural thing.
Just
Sakito slaps Miyavi on the face (for waking him up and for embarrassing him in the hearing range of his neighbours, it's only fair) and their lips are back to each other with ease; Sakito, Sakito, this is his Sakito!
Question
And right there, right there the two men stop and share a look of glee, the question which came out early that night (with the help of alcohol) had offered place to situations unthinkable before.
Nuance
The moment is so grand that they end up laughing until their eyes tears and they fell quiet again - Sakito and Miyavi, sitting amongst unconscious bodies in a friend's apartment, watching the sunrise together... fingers touching in the slightest bit.
Comment: It was the first time I write in a hypothetical universe, but given the nature of fanfiction I think all that is out there are really working in simulacra regions, so this is a stupid comment; but I like writing 'what if' situations like this, I may try it again in the close future. I like some sentences better than some of the other, but it's something that just happens, ya. Writing these two was a nice challenge, with Miyavi gaining more popularity and nothing being heard from ex-DLQ's and [FIGURe;]'s Sakito. So, I hope you enjoyed this one. Comments and critics will always be appreciated.
- with love, DZ
Pairing: Sakito/Miyavi
Theme set: beta
Rating: PG-13
Whiskey and rum
"He'd had one too many," Miyavi thought, doubling over in laughter and cheering when Sakito starts to strip-dance on the table "now where's a bill I can stick in his underwear."
Waste/Wasteland
It started with dinner, leading to a small 'alcohol-tasting' until everybody are wasted - slouched on the sofa, carpet, bed, even in the bathroom; leaving two people chatting idly.
Share
"Say, Sakito, what if we were lovers?" asked Miyavi randomly, taking another chug from their shared bottle of Chenin Blanc.
Jewel
"You really love her?" asked Sakito, helping Miyavi picking out a ring to give his girlfriend, upon seeing his nod, Sakito smiled a sweet smile.
Bane
Because he is proud of Miyavi, how much he'd grown up from a fresh high-school graduate to a man who dares to take the chance to love, he is proud to witness it all, but then what is this feeling, this ache in his heart, where did that came from?
Virtuous
"Firstly, I'd be jealous - if it's true that you have a girlfriend," said Sakito (discreetly stating his need to hear the rumour confirmation from Miyavi's own lips) "but I wouldn't say it because I'm a good friend."
Serenade
With a Bonnie Pink CD playing in the background, the two men are once again lost in the scene supplied by their foggy brains.
Burning
Miyavi couldn’t hold it any longer; trembling, his body burning as he hissed out his pleasure, cum shooting out of his heated length - Sakito behind him stop thrusting, holding back from releasing inside Miyavi.
Breathing
Breathing heavily, the black haired man turns to face Sakito, a questioning look on his visage; Sakito simply smile, he shakes his head and give Miyavi a kiss on the forehead, "sleep, you're tired."
Breaking
And when he is sure Miyavi is asleep, the singer slowly broke away from his embrace; not looking for release, Sakito remain seated on the bed, captured by Miyavi's sleeping face, finding it hard to break his stare.
Belief
Sakito thought he'd never feel this way about someone, depending his happiness on someone else, all too sudden the air flew out of the room, leaving him suffocated; he pick his clothes and give Miyavi a gentle kiss before he quietly leave the room.
Balloon
Once the door shuts with an almost imperceptible click, Miyavi's eyes shot open (it's like something sharp is poking his solar plexus, and his throat hurts like that time at a cousin's birthday party where he inhaled too much helium to entertain his younger relatives), he feels so stupid... painful questions are rolling in his head as his feet hit the cold floor.
Stupidity
Sakito's steps are heavy on the street; he glance up to Miyavi's room, surprised to find the guitarist on the balcony, starring straight back at him, clad in soiled bed sheet that serves no protection against the early morning breeze, he looked almost divine.
Defeat
In Miyavi's eyes he finds that thing he is afraid to give a name to, and a slow smile cracks on his face.
Smirk
Miyavi's own smirk gradually turns into a grin, before his chest quivers and a silent laugh escapes his throat, shaking his head at Sakito standing two levels below...
Jump
Sakito jump the stairs back up to Miyavi's room, hasty to be back in the arms of his... love.
Jousting
"You'd seduce me and win me like a knight instead, haha," Miyavi have the image of Sakito, jousting, mounting a horse in a bronze-armour "wait... how come I was uke?"
Neutral
Sensing the beginning of a round, Sakito cleverly dodged, too tired to deal with it; "Because we felt like it...?"
Sorrow
Miyavi stands, unmoving, in the hallway of Sakito's floor, the older man on the other side of the door "so this is goodbye... aah... good luck, ne."
Soliloquy
Afterward, neither remembers who actually verbalise those last words, maybe it was unsaid after all.
Valiant
Closing the door, Sakito thought of making a pot of tea, that's what his mother does when something is bothering her, yes, a pot of tea should do, - and where is the kettle, why can't he find the kettle - tears are clouding his vision.
Quirks
Driving to an appointment, Sakito flipped on the radio; Miyavi's voice comes, shaking his car speaker... if he knew there was going to be an interview he'd have moved the appointment to another day.
Sojourn
So, a choice: (1) possibly cause an accident, because body, mind, and soul were otherwise occupied; (2) turn off the radio; (3) pull over, listen, and perhaps arrive late.
War
Sakito (a little bit bothered): "Oh, really, let's see how you are going to take it if we break up!"
Walking
Miyavi thought of going straight home... to his own apartment, to take a bath and maybe catch a nap (he feels tired); instead, his legs took him to a park where couples are laughing, holding hands, kissing... he was one of them mere minutes ago.
Quitting
Maya leaving the band (to make his own music) reminds Miyavi of his own decision in the past; he try not to think about it though, as the thought brings along other things to mind... say, about a used-to-be-blue-haired someone... and how he must have felt, and he wish he can call Sakito right now.
Near
Miyavi sit alone in his apartment after their final meeting with Maya, he watch a live video of a band whose name he have tattooed on his wrist, cherishing the visible proximity he had with Sakito and lamenting on its lost.
Nowhere
'This song is getting nowhere' thought Sakito, facing a paper full of scratches and scribbles, lyrics for a [FIGURe;] song, at moments like this he like to drive around until ideas come back running; sometimes he take a passenger too, but his regular passenger would probably refuse the offer this time (Miyavi would probably slam the door on his face).
Solitary
There are times, there are times when Miyavi wonders what will become of him had Due le quartz stayed together; maybe his dorky-image wouldn't go this far, maybe his music would remain unheard, maybe it is better off this way, but maybe, maybe it's okay to admit that he is feeling just a little bit lonely...
Quiet
A moment of silence; through out their surviving friendship, they have tried to avoid the subject of Dué le Quartz, each man with their own reasons - the alcohol in their system had made their tongues sloppier it seems.
Balcony
A soft breeze came in through the balcony, "I really did miss you, you know," said Miyavi, slowly, deliberately, and Sakito understand what he means without it being spoken - that awkward phase between the two after Dué le Quartz; where they didn't talk, didn't make any effort to meet, afraid of the shift in their relationship.
Birthday
When the waiters began singing "Happy Birthday" to someone in the restaurant, Miyavi and Sakito chimed in, effectively ruining the song with their hoarse and off-tune voice, combined.
Blessing
Sakito is blessed with natural beauty, he has sharp eyes and striking features, and he laughs at Miyavi, saying that he makes too much stupid faces and now it's stuck.
Weddings
"Well I'm not sure you want to appear on your wedding day with those vampire fangs..." revenge is sweet, and Miyavi is fully aware of it.
Sordid
"I'm glad that you are my friend," said Sakito, the sincere look on his face didn't last long though, as the smell of fresh vomit wafts in the air; it seems that whoever passed out in the bathroom was awake long enough to empty their gut.
Quarrel
"Oh, don't get all sappy on me now," Miyavi, ever the insensitive one.
Horizon
"Hey, you started it, Mr. I-did-miss-you," said Sakito; the first streak of red now visible on the horizon.
Bias
"Ha, but if we break up, I'm the one who's gonna win you back, Miyavi is the man!"
Whimsy
It took him many shots of vodka to do this, so he'd better make it worthwhile - Miyavi takes a deep breath - "Sakito, Sakito, come out now, I need to tell you something!"
Waltz
In Sakito's dream, he was waltzing alone when suddenly a thunder broke his window; he wakes up, startled to hear - are those pebbles, being thrown to his window, and a hoarse voice calling his name... "Miyavi?"
Jester
Eyelids still weighty, he opens the window, Miyavi is on the street - tall, gangly Miyavi with his stupid colourful clothes is there shouting things his hazy brain struggles to process "what are you doing, go sleep like normal people, monkey!"
Wishes
"No, I tried to sleep over it but I can't, not anymore, I need to tell you that I love you but I was stupid and I'm still stupid but I still love you and come on Sakito say something, tell me you love me too!"
Wonder
'How am I going to explain this to the neighbours...' thought Sakito, hell with it "Miyavi, stop yelling and come up here!"
Worry
"No, no, you're going to slap me; tell me you love me then I'll go there!"
Sarcasm
Sakito smirks, 'over-confident ass hole;' he yells back "I'm gonna slap you anyway, but yes I still love you, so much, now shut up!"
Victory
Running towards the building, Miyavi's hands fold into fists, he hold them up in a winner's pose "I knew it!!"
Natural
By the time he reach Sakito's floor, the door is opened and Sakito is waiting for him; Sakito, handsome Sakito - Miyavi run to him and pick him up in an embrace, the most natural thing.
Just
Sakito slaps Miyavi on the face (for waking him up and for embarrassing him in the hearing range of his neighbours, it's only fair) and their lips are back to each other with ease; Sakito, Sakito, this is his Sakito!
Question
And right there, right there the two men stop and share a look of glee, the question which came out early that night (with the help of alcohol) had offered place to situations unthinkable before.
Nuance
The moment is so grand that they end up laughing until their eyes tears and they fell quiet again - Sakito and Miyavi, sitting amongst unconscious bodies in a friend's apartment, watching the sunrise together... fingers touching in the slightest bit.
Comment: It was the first time I write in a hypothetical universe, but given the nature of fanfiction I think all that is out there are really working in simulacra regions, so this is a stupid comment; but I like writing 'what if' situations like this, I may try it again in the close future. I like some sentences better than some of the other, but it's something that just happens, ya. Writing these two was a nice challenge, with Miyavi gaining more popularity and nothing being heard from ex-DLQ's and [FIGURe;]'s Sakito. So, I hope you enjoyed this one. Comments and critics will always be appreciated.
- with love, DZ