I know this update is totally lame. I am just so mystified by the Sadie Hawkin's Dance thing. It is a great concept but all of my friends are way too scared to ask their crushes. I of course never would have had enough courage to ask a potential flame and don't have any room to talk because i am assuming chris will take me if I ask nicely and ( Read more... )

Oh my goodness, funny things keep happening with words. This all stems from my whole family watching Mean Girls together and we all cracked up when Lyndsay Lohan said "GRUEL" when she meant cool but started to say great. Since then two other instances of hilarity have taken place ( Read more... )

I know it is now 2006 but I mean who really thinks of it as a new day until you wake up in the morning. I for one am still wide awake. I really want to do some shout-outs too because 2005 brought amazing stuff. Some new friends, a lot of changing, and just discovery who I really am and learning to love who I really am. I just can't say enough how ( Read more... )

I don't know why I haven't come out and said it before....everyone knows....though he hasn't come out and said it either. Me and Chris are going out. I am so happy. Though it pretty much adds to stress because I am always worried that I said something wrong and crap....He is pretty much amazing...This is all so new.....and AMAZING

I am so excited about New Year's Eve! I am pretty unhappy that it will be 2006 though. I like odd years a lot better. That is something pretty weird about me. I am pretty upset that I graduate in '08 and stuff. Maybe I should become a 5 year senior or something. Hmmm....I got my very own celly phone for Christmas. Call me at: 737-7345

I just wanted to be the first to say on the actual Christmas Day, Merry Christmas and much love to all of my friends. I don't know what I would do without you.

"Just because somebody doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with everything they got"

Last Night:
~I got yelled at for getting home late.
~I saw a really sweet Christmas movie.
~I lost my pep band folder.
~My curfew got moved up.
~I disappointed my mom.
~I spread the Christmas cheer.
~I cuddled.
~I laughed.
~I loved.

Wow. Today was 100% better! Thank you to everyone for cheering me up! Let's see... I want to ask for prayers that I won't get too nervous about having the Louie, Louie solo Thursday. I AM SCARED. Also, let's hope that everyone makes it through the last day of finals unscathed. Also, help me get all my Christmas-y stuff done! Hey and you know what ( Read more... )

I am very melancholy today. I don't know why... It is like I had an amazing beginning of my weekend, but then all this poopy stress came and also a sickness. I need to stop freakin' out and it isn't all about Finals. I feel so undeserving so therefore I question everything good in my life. I need to stop needing a confirmation every single day ( Read more... )

Wow, I just stared at Chris's buddy icon for 5 more minutes after staring at it for like all of last night. It just makes me so happy and lovey-dovey feeling. It says: "Maybe my heart told your heart it had a parking space outside or that we both like taking walks and doing things at night. Maybe our hearts have the same favorite colors and found ( Read more... )