summma time and the livins' easy!

new job @ smiles, recruiting mentors and etc..

working full time but still completely broke..

was suppose to move out of my house in the fall but that fell through & completely sucks..

still as crazy as ever.

llazy. tired. unmotivated. anti-social. bad self-image.

its so beautiful out. i should be outside but instead im studying organic chemistry... blaaaah!!!!

so i went to the shelter today and there was a new child. 9 year old girl. completely beautiful. theres a lot i'd like to say about what this makes me thing about but i'll leave it at this ( Read more... )

just spent a week in ludlow vermont, it was amazing. made our own punch. relaxed in the hot tub, cooked for 18 people every day, drank, played pool, watched movies. just chilled.

and now i want to go back instead of going to school...

feeling good.

missing thayer.

but enjoying winter break.

still not looking forward to next semester though!

so i'm in vermont..

we just got home from canada

i should be enjoying a game of asshole since i just becamew president...

but insterad i feel like im going to vomit. like usuallyl...

im so sick of this.

i always feel so sick.

bonfire, go-cart rides, and glo-worms.

fun night.

cant wait to see thayer tomorrow!!!!

sokwe up in so much pain lthis mornings cause i trie d not to akte to many perks last nifht, yesterdy. so i doubled the dose today. it deels wonerful.

sleept time.

set my alarm yesterday. eh. didnt study though. really meant too... but didnt. i ended up going out for lunch with amy and jill. to the mall with my mom. home to get ready. errands with ryan. picked up amy, met up with mr o'dowd.. and headed to ellens cottage. preceded to get way to stoned and way to drunk. mostly stoned though. played asshole. two ( Read more... )

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