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Charles-->Erik, eventual Erik/Charles zhadra_ahni June 6 2011, 11:10:15 UTC
...I'm realizing after writing this whole basically-an-outline monster out that this is probably along the lines of what I'd end up writing if I could tackle one of the serious-consideration-of-the-time's-taboo-on-homosexuality prompts, but uh, I don't feel up to that right now, so here it as a prompt >> << >>

Given the time-scale I suppose this might have to be AU or stretch the timeline a bit, but oh well--

As their friendship deepens, Charles realizes that he's fallen irrevocably in love with Erik. However, he stays silent and determines to remain Erik's platonic friend only. He doesn't seem to have fully developed the ethics of staying-out-of-people's-heads at this age, so it's not that he hasn't peeked and doesn't know what Erik thinks and feels--it's that he has looked at some point, either to deliberately peek at whether it's reciprocated or because he was already in there for some other reason, training maybe, and it's not reciprocated. Erik cares about Charles deeply and intensely, but the thought of him as a lover hasn't ( ... )

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Re: Charles-->Erik, eventual Erik/Charles zhadra_ahni June 6 2011, 13:28:22 UTC
this is like the fic of my dreams. arrrggghh, so much potential for being so very angsty and then beautiful.

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Re: Charles-->Erik, eventual Erik/Charles zhadra_ahni June 6 2011, 18:52:53 UTC
Charles desperately wishes he could persuade his friend that they could understand each other on this even deeper level

This line keeps echoing in my head. Were I a good enough writer to tackle it... sigh.

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Re: Charles-->Erik, eventual Erik/Charles minx_et_mink June 6 2011, 19:08:40 UTC
I want this so, so badly it hurts! "is he reading my mind right now?? Fuck he must heard that one thought--no, he can't have, he'd be looking disgusted right now if he had, good, he mustn't know" Oh Cas I love it because it tears me apart inside oh god.

"...maybe this other marginalized group has been painted with the same mistaken cloth...?" Oh god this is- I- Just makes me a bit sad to know that it's true about that part. *wibbles*

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Re: Charles-->Erik, eventual Erik/Charles alphera June 8 2011, 13:44:38 UTC
Yes to this please.

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Re: Charles-->Erik, eventual Erik/Charles zhadra_ahni June 10 2011, 07:09:48 UTC
This is brillant and smart and real and I need it like a needy thing. Someone please make this happen.

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