But today was rather crappy. My relationship with my father is still pretty bad. I find myself being indifferent at best and incredibly cold at worst.

Grawr.

I need something sweet. Super sweet.

No one ever appreciates what they have until it is gone but at least I have the chance to correct things. Laura and I have talking again and this time I think I'm ready for it. SO yeah....still miss many of you but I know it is my fault that we cannot hang out. Wakey Wakey, eggs and bakey.

Nerdcore rap really helps cuz I can connect to it.

MC Chris owns and his new cd is really good. "Townie" is the best song yet. Woo.

If some stupid poem could fix this home I'd read it every day.

My Father has done it again.

Again.

The house shakes with every word, every thrown object, every slammed door.

I have nowhere to run to.

I will be out for the night.

Don't be so scared. I will not lead you on like you've been doing for weeks. So you're selfish, and I'm sorry. Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you? 'Cause I wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me. Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you ( Read more... )

I have these friends I hardly ever see ( Read more... )

Well i was there on the day ( Read more... )

I love this very much so ( Read more... )

No, no I do not. Just go. I don't need you anymore, I haven't needed you for a long time. We'll carry on without you and be more than fine ( Read more... )

As stressful and busy things have been, I've found myself thinking about a certain person more and more everyday. Enough to walk into a glass door, enough to burn myself with coffee, enough to drop a gear by accident while driving. She won't leave me alone. When she comes in, she more than makes my day and when we exchange a few words, I repeat ( Read more... )