...and i guess this is growing up...
my life is the stuff movies are made of... but that's not a good thing.... movies usually end up with everyone happy at the end... and Im being vague... but it wouldn't be me if I wasn't
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Fare you well my only true one
All the birds that were singing
Have flown except you alone...
Goin to leave this Broke-down Palace
On my hands and my knees I will roll roll roll
Make myself a bed by the waterside
In my time - in my time - I will roll roll roll
In a bed, in a bed
by the waterside I will lay my head
Listen to the river sing sweet songs
to rock my soul
River gonna take me
Sing me sweet and sleepy
Sing me sweet and sleepy
all the way back home
It's a far gone lullaby
sung many years ago
Mama, Mama, many worlds I've come
since I first left home
Goin home, goin home
by the waterside I will rest my bones
Listen to the river sing sweet songs
to rock my soul
Goin to plant a weeping willow
On the banks green edge it will grow grow grow
Sing a lullaby beside the water
Lovers come and go - the river roll roll roll
Fare you well, fare you well
I love you more than words can tell
Listen to the river sing sweet songs
to rock my soul..."
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I hit that wall about a year ago, when I went, "Is this really where my life has taken me?" I miss college too -- when all I did was party with bands every week and my friends thought I was the shit for it, or when I could run around London all drunk and stupid without caring about anything... somehow, it doesn't all seem quite as cool at nearly 27.
Good to know its not just me.
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Yes, in response to your sms last night, that was less vague (still a little vague) but it cleared some things up. I can gather that you're just as confused about us as I am...sounds like a lot w/ yourself in general too.. Just know that I do love you, as much as you might not want to accept that, I do, I would never do anything to hurt you... I want you to be happy with whatever you do. You know you mean the world to me, and I'd do anything for you... I just wanted to tell ya.
Whatever you are going through inside w/ those "demons" , if you need me just know I will always be here for you, no matter what- through ANYTHING. I know I've told you before, but I just want you to know again. I am sorry for everything.
on a happier note:
Many Surprises around the corner :O! :O? :D :) ;P
~Thanks for the entry. :) :* (im guessing from the text messages last night w/ what we discussed vaguely above)
I love you very much~
<3Always ( ... )
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yes i agree there are some areas where you could grow up some but i could say the same for everyone i know. growing up doesn't always mean what you think it means. i hit that wall at 25. hard. and now i am making the necessary changes to follow my dreams. ssshhhh its a secret. all i can say is never hesitate for a second once you realize what your dreams are. persue them the instant they occur to you because life is too short and if you keep saying "there's always tomorrow" you'll wake up 70 years old going "oh shit i missed it". stay young as long as you can and enjoy it as long as you can. old is just a frame of mind. one i will never accept.
love you and hope to see you soon!
Jandee
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