omg i just feel soo fuckin depressed! well i have to go get byopsi done b/c i have some kind of mass in my breast and they are like 99% sure its benign but they just want to make sure. My grandma is giving my dad this huge guilt trip! and i just feel so stuck in the middle of everything! i just really dispise how i feel right now but this is life ( Read more... )

God damn it i am so tired of not being good enough for guys i swear! Its like im just gonna give up on guys all together! im just so tired of trying to be happy and never quite getting there! Im not in an exactly pristine mood! later!

~Ash~

omg I had the time of my life last night it was so amazing! I went to toys with pauli! And we watched munsey play (they were amazing...especially lance) then after their set lance came and danced with me....hehe! Yea it was so awesome! I cant wait till next weekend....fuck sadies im goin to TOYS! haha! Yea it was awesome! BLAH! i didnt get to sleep ( Read more... )

Hey everyone...yea well im at my grandma's and im gonna be here till like about 7:45-8:00 and then my dad's comin get me then im goin to toys to meet pauli and we are gonna watch the bands 2 of which are bands that have people i know Munsey and Brosius, so yea it should be fun! Yea im so bored its not even cool! Yea well im single again mattie ( Read more... )

Hey everyone im in drama well not exactly but its a long story!! Yea anyway...well life is goin good right now...i have a wonderful boyfriend named matthew henderson!! I love him!!! hehe! YEA UMMMM i dont know im really bored! Destiny is dating me and mattie's friend greg! Yea im really happy for her! Yea well i gotta run! Love you all big big! oh ( Read more... )

Hey yawl im in drama! Cant talk i love you all BIG BIG!!!

~Ash

Ok you know what fuck kyle him and thomas came to my house today and he was being a total ass hole! So yea thomas was being sweeter to me than kyle was! Yea so im thinkin maybe i like the wrong guy! FUCK i dont know!

~Ash~

Hey everyone this post wont be long cuz im in class! Yea umm matts being civial FINALLY! Yea umm i want to destiny's this weekend and we hung out with Matt S. yea it was fun! We put makeup on him! Yea he was a pretty pretty princess! haha! Yea well shit i gotta run! Later! Much Love!

~Ash~

Hey everyone....hehehehe...im so excited! Yea well i think me and kyle are goin to get back together sometime soon.We hung out last night and this morning! Yea hehe! He kissed me hehe! I hate how he makes me feel its like i feel all happy and right when hes around! hehe! Heathers gonna be all excited! hehe! Yea and i think im goin to take him ( Read more... )

Hey everyone...yea well life sucks right now it seems like ALL the men i know are being complete and total DOUCHE BAGS!! Yes even my dad! Yea well umm schools goin good i have an 85 B in english which is awesome! WOOT WOOT! Yea and umm things between me jade and des are awesomer then EVER! Yea so everythings good except for every single man alive ( Read more... )