Yesterday i picked out the fan for my room, it was brushed metal with black blades and it had 4 spotlights and a clicker so i could use it without getting up...so0o nifty. So my dad and i went to put it up last night but it was too confusing so we put it off til today...then when we had the main body hanging there he hadn't secured the last thing ( Read more... )

Today was fun. Gabe was supposed to come visit me but i can't give directions to my new house yet :'( so he couldn't come. But Cowboy and Pokey came to play pool which kicked ass. We had so much fun and it was great to see Cowboy since i haven't seen him since school. He totally crushed this guy that was working at the club house. OOH RAH!! Then i ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here alone on the second floor of a large house, thinking fondly of my old home. I never really thought that i liked it there until i moved here. Everything is so...orderly and its very strange. I dont see the point of moving into such a large house when its just the three of us. Yes my siblings will return home, and one day come with ( Read more... )

Summer is definately not my thing... today was rather boring but i slept in for once! Geeze...i stay up late and get up early usually...not a good thing. Hmmmm...what did i do today... Slept in til 10 and then slumped around the house because the Cable guy was here fixing stuff...then Cait called so we went rollerblading...then went home...sat on ( Read more... )

Its been quite awhile since i've last updated... I'm all moved in at my house...and its rather strange living in a new house. Its a really big house so its kinda... creepy at night because i'm upstairs all by myself and i love horror movies...so...put them together and you can guess that i want my teddy...which my mother still has packed somewhere ( Read more... )

The 4th was pretty cool...i went to the pool as usual... highdive...almost lost my top everytime... got a rather nice tan. Hmmm...then anita and I went back to my house..ate dinner... made plans for our birthdays til we're like 30... lmao that was cool ( Read more... )

Woot woot, i'm majorly excited about tommorrow! Its gonna be so much fun! Hanging out at the NPB country club, playing some games, and seeing my friends that live around here for the last time in awhile since i'm moving... arg... i wish i wasn't. But ya...summer sucks and my parents have been absolutely horrible to me ( Read more... )

hmmm...MOVING SUCKS ( Read more... )

Today I got up late...sat around watching tv... and then got dressed and went out with my parents. It actually wasnt too painful this time. The entire drive i was reading a magazine about fighter jets and day-dreaming about stuff... then they went to this place to get new cups..and i was in the car reading. Then we went to get thai food which is ( Read more... )

Time flys and people change
and life begins to seem very strange
I wish that i could go back and fix my mistake
everyone i've made causes my heart to break
i wish that there was some way to see
what my next mistake will be
for now it seems i will drown myself in my own tears
brought on by my stupidity and my fears
So i'm sorry, for all the mistakes ( Read more... )