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Wouldn't it be so wonderful if everything were meaningless
But everything is so meaningful
And most everything turns to shit
Rejoice
i didnt call you tonight because i didnt know what to say..
and i cant stand the awkward silence..
i'd love to get my shit together..
i'd love to figure out whats wrong with me.
i'd love to succeed in life..
i'd love to grow up, mature as an adult, and live life to the fullest..
but thats really fucking hard.
especially when you dont know where to start,
and have given up on everything(excludingyou)including myself.
im sorry.
its not like i dont try,
i just dont know where the fuck to begin.
god i hope you read this..
But everything is so meaningful
And most everything turns to shit
Rejoice
i didnt call you tonight because i didnt know what to say..
and i cant stand the awkward silence..
i'd love to get my shit together..
i'd love to figure out whats wrong with me.
i'd love to succeed in life..
i'd love to grow up, mature as an adult, and live life to the fullest..
but thats really fucking hard.
especially when you dont know where to start,
and have given up on everything(excludingyou)including myself.
im sorry.
its not like i dont try,
i just dont know where the fuck to begin.
god i hope you read this..