It's only suffering if you choose to suffer, right?
"What i want is to be needed.
What i need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who i need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.
It's the same was a drug can be something good and something bad."
-Choke, Chuck Palahniuk. Pg. 213
i've forgotten how to cope without you.. it's weird.
or maybe without the love.. no, to me, that was you.
so i guess that's not it..
i think im finding myself now close to where you found me over a year ago..
only now im on antidepressants?
the lack of progress.
then again progress isn't everything right?
life's not about making progress, improving yourself, your car, the size of your wallet. it's about enjoyment. it's about being happy.. right?
i wish i knew..
What i need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who i need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.
It's the same was a drug can be something good and something bad."
-Choke, Chuck Palahniuk. Pg. 213
i've forgotten how to cope without you.. it's weird.
or maybe without the love.. no, to me, that was you.
so i guess that's not it..
i think im finding myself now close to where you found me over a year ago..
only now im on antidepressants?
the lack of progress.
then again progress isn't everything right?
life's not about making progress, improving yourself, your car, the size of your wallet. it's about enjoyment. it's about being happy.. right?
i wish i knew..