having an anxiety attack.. now i really wish i had some of those xanex..

im jealous of everyone who has anyone with them ( Read more... )

i still see your face everytime i close my eyes.

"incase something happens"

sounds like car insurance.
which ive always thought was bullshit.

i feel like such an ass for even bringing this up again.
fuck.

as of now i completely dont give a fuck.
all i need to do is keep in mind this wont
matter in 5 yrs.none of this. none of you.
the thought of a different life
makes me
happy as hell

except the obvious <33

i cant wait to leave. the thought makes me happy.

once again i have tactfully avoided sleep.
its called insomnia.

i can't tell if i'm fighting sleep, or if it's fighting me..
either way im getting my ass kicked. :[