Love...

Nov 08, 2005 17:13

Why is letting go of the ones we once loved so hard, and yet letting new ones we find so easy? Being afraid of getting hurt comes so naturally. So when we find peace with ourselves, someone new comes trotting along only to hurt us again. Or at least that's how it seems. As a girl, I not only want someone to call mine, but I also don't want to get ( Read more... )

why me.. why today?

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shut_ur_face69 November 9 2005, 05:33:48 UTC
Yes Crystal life is suckin right now...me and Corey get into it tonight over some bullshit...but whats new...im really gettin tired of this bullshit...tho...well holla lata...

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2009babyforeva November 9 2005, 11:23:56 UTC
I'm so sorry. You really need to do soemmthing about it. :( I hope things get better for you soon.. I love you! MMWWA*

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shut_ur_face69 November 10 2005, 02:03:19 UTC
everything will get better...ONE DAY....i hate the way your so postive about everything...makes me angry...lol i love ya tho...

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2009babyforeva November 11 2005, 14:38:41 UTC
I can't help it... sorry it makes you angry... i just don't like to see people upset, and when they are... i try to make it all better! Have fun while we are out of school today! :)i love you

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rockwithgrace November 10 2005, 01:25:18 UTC
gah briana...i'm almost in tears((i cry really easy)),again. i can't even start to tell you how your post sounded so much like me!!! it seems once i finally start to care for a guy i am w/...something happens and our realionship is over. for once i would like i guy that would love me for me. a guy who would always know the perfect thing to say, and know exactly what to do to cheer you up. but...i guess that guy doesn't exist. right now so much is going on. there are so many hidden emotions i am trying to hide from everybody on acount of me not wanting to get hurt. i wish i had a guy to make everything all better. ok i have to stop now because this comment is full of nonsence!

love lots...
the pineapple

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2009babyforeva November 11 2005, 14:39:43 UTC
it's not full of nonsence. It's the way you feel, and there is nothing wrong with that. Honestly, I agree with your comment 100%. If only the guys at PC would open their eyes....

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greenfairy1642 November 11 2005, 15:08:25 UTC
thanks. I love you too. I find myself asking "why do I always pick those kindof guys?" the bad ones...the ones in relationships...the ones that are just jerks. I think i finally know why. i think im scared. And i pick those ones b.c. i know it wont work. I have that to fall back on when things don't work out. The fact that it was the "wrong guy". I'm scared to be in a relationship where things might actually work because i don't want to get hurt again. So, i go into a relationship thinking and knowing things won't work so i won't get so hurt. I finally sat down and though about this for a while. and i found myself coming up with this. i just thought you should be the first to know that i am no longer going into relationships like this. Im going to be on my gaurd, yes, but i'll start believeing things could work. That's the only way to love. To love and be loved in return. i may get hurt but atleast i'll know it wasn't my fault. If i get hurt it'll only strengthen me into knowing that i have the ablity to love. I'll ( ... )

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2009babyforeva November 11 2005, 16:01:09 UTC
well.. if/when you ever find yourself needing someone to fall back on... i'm always here for you. I love you!! you are such an awesoem person, and i really hope thhings start working out for you. I hope you find a guy that loves you and doesn't hurt you, or treat you like josh and cody did. you deserve someone who is really special, and when u find them they should know that they have someone who is sweet wonderful, and who will always be there for them.. even idf she does get mad from time to time. i love u..

MMWA*- <3- Briana

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greenfairy1642 November 11 2005, 20:00:50 UTC
awww thanks bre bre...ima start calling you that.i dont think trey and I are going to work...im going to give it time, but i was dumb to think him and karie would just break up. Im not even going to worry about that right now. Guys suck. later chick...Maybe we can go see a movie tomarrow night. Like idk, me you schorette and kiki...?-heather

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