I'm in the same situation, but i havent quite "grown up" fully yet....and honestly, i feel like shit for it. I dont think ive made one "correct" decision in the past 3 months. I've never been so unsure of myself. And it appears that right now, I've failed my "test". Ive been told many times that I'm not doing anything, or that I made the wrong choice, etc. I appreciate all of the people in my life and what they have done for me, but I hate that the only thing I have to offer isnt whats "paying bills" right now. I just know that i've never put myself in a situation where I could feel so. fucking. worthless.
Sorry for hi-jacking your journal Mike...hope you feel better about shit...
Sup Mike...I totally understand what you are saying...growing up sucks...responsibility sucks. I wonder if I am supposed to make commitment to my girlfriend and family...or am I supposed to chase the dream that could cost me everything if I fail. Go for the dream. At least you can say that you did. Linz will be there with ya I'm sure.
So, what school are you going to? I am considering to go to wrestling school...I say it like that because the one I went to isn't much of one...lol. You guys give me a call here sometime. Maybe I'll come out and train with ya?
I am training at the MSPW School, my teacher is Eric "The Underwear model" Priest check out his profile at www.obsessedwithwrestling.com. He learned everything from the once great Steel Domain School which has produced such wrestlers as CM Punk, Colt Cabana and Marco Stylz. Very good teacher. If you are serious about going to school I can talk to him and see if he knows of any good schools out in Ohio.
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Sorry for hi-jacking your journal Mike...hope you feel better about shit...
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I wonder if I am supposed to make commitment to my girlfriend and family...or am I supposed to chase the dream that could cost me everything if I fail. Go for the dream. At least you can say that you did. Linz will be there with ya I'm sure.
-bitch...uh I mean Sam
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-Sam
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