exasperated...

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For a a good while now I've been feeling so...lonely. It doesn't seem like you should be able to be in a relationship and have a child and still feel lonley, but I do. Sometimes I don't even feel like Ashley and I are in the same world together. It seems like we talk long enough to run things by each other to make sure they're ok or to state some

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[earthdotprime]

the only time you sound happy is when you talk about Nick. obviously i completely know shit about shit about what things are ACTUALLY like, but i can't imagine why you'd stay in a relationship that isn't making you happy. staying together for the sake of the kid is NEVER a good idea, especially if it makes the parents actively miserable. are you afraid that if you split, you'll never see nick

[202391297820]

I guess what things are actually like is always the dilemma and neither side really ever knows how bad something is (if it *is* bad), until it's too late. What I know from the beginning is that no one is ready to commit to a relationship within the first months and having become pregnant within thos first months and forced to figure out what that means for you future is no way to start one