ummm yea my weekend was umm i'm trying to figure out how to say it uhh full of stuff i geuss....today i went to brittany's house...hehe i almost puked cause i kept drinkin milk...see usually i'd go for the alcohol when i'm pissed or depressed but since there was none the milk had to do...we sat around and thats about it... i don't really feel like ( Read more... )

"Back in school they never taught us
what we needed to know
Like how to deal with despair
or someone breakin your heart
For nine years I've held it all together
but a night like this is beggin to pull me apart
I played it quiet left you deep in conversation
I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen
I remember I kept thinking
that I know you ( Read more... )

"This puzzled look you stare to me says "you put me back together"
Her heads down, she waits patiently
Scattered in my heart, torn up and ripped apart
Its ripped apart"

"And these cold winter nights
without you next to me
It feels like 20 below
Frostbite on my heart
This pain and suffering
Are feelings that you don't know "

"This is me with the words on ( Read more... )

i'll live my life and die and die alone....not in the mood for an update...i think i'm just gonna sleep in on this friday night, i don't really want to go out and i don't know if i can go out this weekend so yea......bye..oh by the way anyone who reads this i know u probably think i'm mad about them, but i'm not i'm happy for them, ok just wanted ( Read more... )

as usually my school day yesterday was routine, nothing new happened...i think i did pretty good on my bio test, not that i give shit but that might convince my mom to let me out during the week again....so yea after school i came home and then had to go to the dentist..no cavitys thankfully i still have not had one cavity in my whole life (knock ( Read more... )

yesterday was pretty boring considerign i'm not aloud out during the week anymore..school went as usually, nothing really major happened to tell you about...i walked home yesterday like i do everyday but amanda called me and the walk went faster so that put me in a good mood...once i got home there is really nothing to talk about i watched t.v., ( Read more... )

yea my day yesterday was like just like every monday A HORRIBLE DAY!...i found out that i am failing biology and when my mother found out she flipped and we got into a fight and now i'm not aloud out during the week, i don't know for how long...then last night mel and brittany came by and i was outside with them and joe..we went for a ride around ( Read more... )

wow i actually got one fun day out of this god forsaken weekend...me and joe drove to mel's house cause her and brittany made brunch..i must say it was good, it filled me up..then we looked through some of mel's pictures lol it was kinda wierd seeing her with blonde hair cause i always pictured her with red hair...then we watched finding nemo! well ( Read more... )

yea this snow kinda sucks, it screwed everything up for me this weekend....snow is no fun anymore, i used to love it but now it pisses me off...all i did today was basiclly sit home and either stay on the comp or watch t.v. occasionly i'd go outside to shovel a little...i don't like staying home, it puts me in a depressed mood cause i have to much ( Read more... )

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