When you know you can never be popular like others, never be as pretty as others, never have as many friends as others, ... It is really sad, feeling ugly and inferior.

I don't know why but I always feel depressed... At this rate, I am just going to fall into depression. Why is it so easy for me to be affected by words? I guess it is because I thought the same way too - I am no good, everything is my fault, everyone hates me... I am tired of hurting, being hurt, being misunderstood, being seen as the bad one, ( Read more... )

Life kinda sucked for me recently. It is just so miserable and depressing that I really don't know how to feel anymore and that's no good. I  feel so dead like as if I don't have any emotions at all... Like a dead-living thing. lol does that even make sense ( Read more... )

I feel really bad ._. But I have to put an end to it afterall. Goodbye and sorry.

Hi, my livejournal friends. It has been long since I have ever updated or even check my livejournal. Somehow, I lost the motivation too. It has been quite lonely here ( Read more... )

Been long since I have updated and for that, it is not like I did it purposefully. More of like, I'm really busy with school work and stuffs. I can't even take a proper rest. Everyday is like TIRING, TIRING and TIRING.

Sad, just sad. Just want to cry.

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Starting to eat a lot for dinner for the past two days. And  you know what? I feel so fucking fat and guilty for eating. I don't even feel like eating, I don't even want to already. If only I was born slim and no matter how much I eat, I will still not get fat cos of high metabolism. Why I can't even maintain... Feeling so negative right now, ( Read more... )

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Through my grandma's death, I finally learn how to cherish people. I'm starting to change. Because I know, if you don't cherish your loved ones, when they pass away, you will start to regret and NO, that doesn't feel good at all. ( Like obviously ) As everyone know, we only live once and there is no cure for death. You can't revive them, you can ( Read more... )